Hidden Feelings

34.

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Sebastian Lorizio

"Can you smile?" My mom tickled my sides as if that was suppose to do something. "You're finding out what you're having today."

"I'm happy on the inside." I said. It's been a week since I've seen or talked to Valencia.

Today was our gender reveal party and of course I have to be here. Malina planned the whole thing with my mom. I'm surprised they kept a secret this long because my mother has a big mouth.

"You two were doing so well. Don't start this shit again." She chastised me, but it was all going out the other ear. It was Valencia's fault.

"Ma, I don't want to hear a lecture right now."

"You know what I want to hear? You shut up. Every time you bring your ass over here you whining." My father interjected making me suck my teeth. "Cry baby."

"I'm not a cry baby. Mom tell him to leave me alone."

"Mama's boy." He muttered, stealing a handful of chips out my bowl.

"Can you two at least act like you don't hate each other?" Malina asked.

"I don't hate her, but we've gotten through the baby shower for Elias', we can get through this." I was more pissed off at her because she saw nothing wrong with what she did and had the audacity to tell me not to come back.

"Girl, bring your ass!" Amir's loud mouth could be heard as he entered the house with Valencia behind him.

She had on an all white, fitted strapless dress, putting her bump of full display. It was pretty noticeable now. Her face was bare and her natural hair was flowing. And her shoes were in her hand as always.

She was looking right and it made me want to show her how much I missed her.

"I'm pregnant you light skinned bastard! Don't tell me me to hurry up unless you're going to carry be." She pushed him out the way making him stumble a little bitch.

She glanced at me and said nothing, hugging Malina then my parents.

"Daddy!" Elias' eyes lit up when he saw me. Since I haven't seen Valencia in a week, I haven't seen Elias. I know I was wrong for that.

"Wassup mini me." I gave him a fist bump.

"Not much old man." He joked. "Wassup grandpa."

"Shit chillin'." He said making my mom smack him in the back of the head. "Hit me again woman and watch me beat you up."

"Put your fists up then." She squared up with him as I shook my head. They too old for this.

"I ain't starting with you today. You know what it is." My father waved her off.

"Hi my little chocolate drop." Amir cooed wrapping his arms around Malina.

"Hey my chocolate chip cookie." They shared an eskimo kiss.

"I know y'all see each other standing here." My mom looked between me and Valencia with her hands on her hips.

Valencia looked me up and down before scoffing, leaving the kitchen to go in the backyard. Everyone stared at me making me suck my teeth.
I followed behind her to where the table of food was.

"You know, that was rude to walk away from me like that." I told her, but like I expected, she ignored me. "Valencia."

"These are good." She said with her mouth full of deviled egg, grabbing another one.

"I made those." As soon as I said that she threw the one she had in her hand in the trash. "Come here." I grabbed her hand, pulling her back inside the house to one of the guest rooms.

"I don't want to talk to y-"

"Well you don't have a choice. We're not going down this road again." We've gone through a lot to get to where we are now and I'm not letting this get in the way.

"You're the one who left. You ignored my calls and your son for that matter." She crossed her arms.

"Because I didn't want to say anything I regret. When we argue, we always say some hurtful shit to each other and I didn't want that to happen. Then you accused me of cheating."

"I'm sorry." She mumbled. I know she was stubborn and didn't like to apologize even when she was wrong.

"I wasn't angry because I have feelings for her, I was angry because you chose to go against my wishes. She was crazy and anything could've went wrong where you and my babies were in danger.

Not only that, but you could've got caught and you would be having my kids in prison and Elias would be talking to you through glass for the rest of his life. And I have to live with knowing she's dead because of me."

"I wish you would've talked to me like you are now a week ago. I don't like fighting with you, Bash."

"I know, I'm sorry too." I opened my arms for a hug and she stood there for a second before walking into them. "I love you."

"I love your ugly ass too." Her voice came out muffled against my chest.

"And you're crazy, like serial killer crazy."

"I am not." She lifted her head up and puckered her lips. I kissed her, wasting no time slipping my tongue in her mouth. My hands slid from her waist to her butt before I gave it a squeeze.

"Wow, y'all nasty as hell." I heard Amir say making Valencia jump and pull away from me. "You have guests out there. Shameful."

"You still haven't learned how to knock."

"And you still haven't learned how to keep your hands to yourself. Y'all always fucking. I'm going to tell." He ran out the room and I went after him.

"Aye, stop running in my damn house before I whoop both y'all asses!" Pops shouted.

"Let me tell you what him-"

"Mama Jones, Malina and Amir-"

"No, shut up! I quit!" He pushed me and hugged onto his mom, kissing her cheek. "I love you mama."

Our parents looked at each other then us before shrugging.

"Alright, let's get this started!" Malina clapped her hands. I took Valencia's hand and we all went to the backyard.  She handed me a baseball bat and gave Valencia two baseballs.

"Be careful, she might throw it at your baby maker." Malina joked.

"Don't give her any ideas."

"Their gonna be boys!" My mom shouted.

"Definetly girls." Valencia's dad interjected.

"You know what you doing?" I asked Valencia.

"Wouldn't be my first time handling balls." She winked. Only the lord knows what I'm gonna do when we get home.

"So I guess you don't see us standing here." Her father gave her a look.

"My bad." She laughed, pitching the ball. I hit it and blue dust exploded into the air. "One more. I hope you're ready to start sucking these toes because it's a boy."

"I hope you're ready to start sucking--" I looked at her dad who was staring right at me, waiting for me to finish. "It's a girl."

I hit the last ball she threw at me and pink dust dispersed into the air. Dropping the bat, I ran up to her and spun her around as I kissed all over her face.

"No more fights." I told her.

"No more fights."

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Have more faith in Val and Bash. 😂
See how they bounce back?

A boy and a girl on the way! 💖💙

Excuse mistakes.