your eyes. ;; changlix

.scared

felix was laughing, while running after changbin. "felix! go away!" the older screamed, but felix shook his head, holding the water gun a little bit higher to get changbin's face. "yah! for real, fe-" water hit changbin's face and he dropped his own gun. changbin was too surprised to react, so felix just shot him again before laughing and throwing himself on the ground.

changbin watched felix and smiled to himself, before he picked up his water gun again. felix had his eyes closed and was still laughing, so changbin just sat down on top of the younger, gun pointing at felix hair. "hyung, no! not my hair, you can't!" felix said, easily switching into english by accident. changbin had no problem understanding, but he just laughed and acted like he didn't, before shooting felix. both of their guns had no water left in them, but changbin got lost while admiring felix face. "hyung, how about getting up?" felix offered, but the only reaction he got was that changbin got his hand up and softly brushed his thumb against felix cheek. "what are you doing?" felix asked. changbin snapped out of it, got up and cooly said "dude, you know, your freckles are really adorable."

felix chuckled, before they both returned to the rest of the members, who were already eating without them. "you really started without us, that's just mean." felix complained, before he got dragged into his seat by changbin. "you were too late, we told you if you come too late, we'll start without you. but you got lucky, because chan saved some for you." jisung said, putting another piece of chicken into his mouth. felix immediately turned around to look at chan, who just put their plates in front of them. both of them started eating, while talking to the others.

they were still sitting outside, and it was already getting dark and so it was also getting colder. changbin and felix shirts were still wet from their water fight and both of them ended up shivering. "didn't you bring anything else?" chan asked, but they both shook their head. "i didn't know that changbin-hyung brought his water gun, i was just planning on getting him wet." felix mumbled. "felix, i swear, did you forget that i put like 5 of my shirts in your bag before? i knew you had that gun." changbin said, and woojin laughed at felix who looked shook. "eh? when and why did you put your shirts in my bag?" "mostly because i was too lazy to carry my own, there's nothing in my bag except that water gun." changbin explained and all of them laughed. but sadly all of that didn't change that felix and changbin were basically freezing. in the end chan got up and got his own bag.

"here you brats." he said, throwing both of them one of his hoodies. "thanks!" he got back and the two changed into chan's hoodies. they fit both of them well.

when everyone was finally warm, they stayed outside a bit more, looking at the stars. "they're really pretty, right?" hyunjin said. all of them nodded. "d-do you think that m-minho thinks about us a lot?" chan suddenly asked and everyone turned around to look at him. he was the only one who never said anything about minho, after his elimination. he never said he missed him, nor did he mention him, ever. he kept avoiding it, maybe to pretend like minho never existed. changbin never thought much about it, he just thought that maybe it was easier for chan to handle it that way.

"he does, probably. i'm pretty sure he misses us." felix said, eyes looking at the stars. "yeah...probably.." chan mumbled, "whatever, i'm gonna go to bed, anyone coming with me?" everyone nodded, except felix so changbin decided to stay there with him. after everyone left, the younger one out his head on changbin's shoulder. "why didn't you wanna sleep?" felix shrugged. "i like to look at the stars, you know." he answered and changbin gave him a nod. they didn't say anything, they were just watching the stars shine. and suddenly changbin remembers.

felix eyes. they're similar to stars. at least they shine the same way, changbin thought.

"this is so beautiful.." felix said and changbin agreed, while looking straight at felix.

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— i want this story to end exactly at new year, but i don't think that'll be possible. because i'm not home on new year :(

anyway,

stray kids is my number one group now, instead of bts. hehehe

AND i started watching the unit and it hate myself for it, i don't know why i keep watching these survival shows/whatever because i always end up crying but i always watch them for some reason and it's ugh so stressful !!! (but i mean, i get to admire rain's face.)

SOMEONE EXPLAIN TO ME HOW RAIN WORKS HE'S IN HIS MID 30'S HOW IS HE SO ATTRACTIVE I'M CANCELING THIS WORLD BYE