Dear Diary,
I seriously can't get her out of my head. It sounds so stupid to actually write it out and that I'm actually feeling like this, but I seriously can't get her out of my head. I can't believe that it's Pansy Parkinson. I don't know what would be worse, Harry and Ron finding out or the whole school knowing. It wouldn't really matter to me. Not now, at least. Last night really changed me. I didn't want to go back into the common room after we parted, so I just sat at the top of the marble staircase and thought. The feeling of euphoria was so strong and I can't help but smile when I think of her.
The whole deal with Draco and Harry doesn't matter as much to me. I realize now that that was more of a way to get close with Pansy. I still am annoyed at him for lying to me, but it doesn't feel as personal now. I hope they're happy too. It's far more complicated for them, though, and I can't help but pity them a little bit. They have it far more difficult than me or Pansy. From the research I did I found that they're pretty much tied together. And to go from enemies to what can only be described as soulmates must be tough for both of them. I guess I can relate though. And also they have to hide far more of themselves than Pansy or I. The books I read didn't like Nekos much, but the newspapers were a whole other degree of dislike, distrust and hatred. I don't know what I'm really saying, but I don't know what will happen to them. I'm worried for them and me and Pansy.
-HG
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FanfictionVery few people would ever expect the famous Harry Potter to be part cat. He tries to keep that fact quiet, but eventually someone discovers this secret. Unfortunately , it's Draco Malfoy, his archenemy. But, to his surprise, Harry discovers Draco s...
