Him | Namjin

Five

Namjoon's P.O.V

"Do you love Jin?" Yoongi was looking dead cold at me in the eyes. I'm surprised him and Jin are even related.

Do I love him? I did love him that's for sure. Do I love Jimin? Possibly.

"Yeah."

"You hesitated."

"What?!"

"Listen here Namjoon I don't believe you." He walked out to show Jin covering his eyes.

"Just because you can't see us doesn't mean we can't see you." I said while Yoongi walked out.

Jin walked in closing the door.

"Namjoon, I love you." His words sent me goosebumps. I felt nervous like before.

"You don't love me anymore do you." I almost didn't hear him it came out like a whisper.

"Jin I-"

He faced me and looked at me in the eyes "What am I doing wrong?"

I don't even know what to say. "What do I need to change about myself for you to love me?"

"Jin." I couldn't help but feel bad for him.

"Yes?"

"Stop making a fool of yourself." He stood up and walked out.

"Yoongi I'm going for a walk!" Ah so he's clearing his mind.

"Jin where are you going?"

"Sorry Jimin."

"It's okay-Yoongi where are you going?"

"With Jin." Brothers.

I stayed in my room. I can't help but feel bad for Jin. His eyes. Those eyes. Has he always been that handsome?

"Namjoon! We're alone again!"

I smirked "Looks like we are."

"Can I come in?" Was I going to let him in?

"Yes."

He ran to me and sat on my lap. "I'm getting a ride tomorrow right?" I nodded my head.

"What's wrong?" Jimin's eyes. They were beautiful.

"Jimin."

"Yeah?" They don't shine as bright as Jin's.

"Go to bed Jiminie." He pouted "Fine." He gave me a goodnight kiss and walked away.

Left with my thoughts I start to think. "Would I leave Jin for Jimin?" Maybe.

What's the point Jin isn't happy he deserves to be let go. As for me I could go away with Jimin. This all seems too simple.

Jin would have to agree as well. I scratched my head this would take awhile.

"Namjoon wake up!" Jin was standing in front of me "I made breakfast Jimin's eating make sure to give him a ride!" He closed the door and I began to change.

"Woah Namjoon you look handsome." It was Jimin's voice I gave a smirk to him causing him to blush. Ah he's so cute.

"Jin you sure are lucky." I looked at Jin who smiled. But that smile wasn't a happy one.

That's because we both weren't happy. Or at least I wasn't.

"I am lucky." I stared at him in awe. After last night I thought he wouldn't want to be near me.

I could never be more wrong.

"Thank you for this breakfast Jin."

"Bye Jimin bye honey." I smiled wide he still called me "honey".

"So Namjoonie." I started the car with Jimin on my right.

"Yeah?"

"Thanks for today's ride."

Once I started to drive it was silent between us.

"Namjoon do you feel bad about what you're doing to Jin?" I thought about it. Do I?

"Cause I don't!" He laughed while taking my right hand and placing it on his thigh.

"What?" I tried my best to focus on the road.

"I mean look at him he still tries so hard despite you guys being somehow married."

"Stop it."

"What?" His laughing faded away.

"I loved him that's why I married him."

"Key word is loved looks like you don't anymore." I clenched my jaw. Is that it?

"You should leave Jin for me."

"I've thought about it." I began to park the car "Really?!"

"Yes."

"If you do I swear I'll treat you even better and be a good husband to you!"

I smiled "Maybe you would I'll see you later for class."

"Wait!" Jimin pulled my tie and kissed me hard.

"Something to keep you going until you see me." He winked and walked away.

"He's gonna be the death of me." I laugh while walking to my building.

The day went by quickly and my last class ended. As soon as it did Jimin came up to me pouting.

"What's wrong?"

"How can you already talk about a final?" I smiled "I'm sure you'll do good."

"I'll do you good." He winked and sat on my desk.

"We can go home late today right?" He said while messing with my tie. "Yes,yes we can."

"Jimin why haven't you answered me?" We both arrived home with Jin and Yoongi looking concerned.

"Namjoon you always come home this late sometimes later but Jimin, do you come home at this hour?"

"Not usually but Namjoon is my ride for a couple days so I waited."

"Waited? Namjoon what were you doing?"

"Jimin you still haven't answered me."

"My phone was on low battery so I turned it off in case of an emergency sorry."

My mind was blown at how easily Jimin could lie.

"Namjoon what were-" I took Jin's hand and guided him upstairs with me.

"Namjoon answer me! What do you do all the time that you come home late?"

"Jin! Do you have any idea how hard it is teaching classes?!" Jin fell silent.

"It's hard enough that I'm already preparing a final!"

"Namjoon-"

"Teaching all day! I don't even get asked how was my day!"

"Namjoon-"

"What?!"

"Please...don't yell." Jin's head was facing the floor. I walked over to him and lifted his head up with my hand.

"Namjoon I love you."

"Jin I'm going to bed." I began to walk to the bed until Jin grabbed my hands.

"Namjoon won't you say it back?"

"Goodnight Jin." I have him a light kiss on his head.

I pulled the covers on me and couldn't help but laugh a little. I'm pretty sure Jin is standing in shock.

After all I haven't kissed him anywhere in a long time.