Him | Namjin

Nine

Namjoon's P.O.V.

"You!" Jin shouted at me as I got closer and he threw a box at me.

I opened the box cupcakes?

The message was smushed but it read "Happy Anniversary! Two Years!"

What have I done?! What am I feeling? My heart hurts a lot. I want to cry but I won't let myself.

I put on my clothes quickly and ran out. I ran out of that building so fast

"Jin! Jin where are you?! Jin! Kim Seok-" I ran up to him. Why is he so fucking handsome?

"Jin!" I was standing in front of him.

"Happy anniversary of two years Namjoon." I almost didn't hear his golden voice. "Jin I'm-"

He handed me flowers. My heart clenched hard.

"I made these for you." I took them and realized they were hand made. My favorite.

"Jinnie-"

"Let's go home." He left me standing I turned around to him walking to the extra car. Don't cry don't cry.

I ran to my car to get home and talk to him. I started my car and drove quickly to get home.

Somehow when I arrived home Jin was already inside sitting on the couch.

I walked over to him and slowly went on my knees.

"Namjoon, what are-" I was finally on my knees. I will not cry but it's time to come clean.

"I'm sorry for forgetting our anniversary, I'm sorry for cheating on you, I'm sorry for cheating on you with Jimin, I know your brother loves him, I'm sorry for not loving you like before, I'm sorry-"

"I forgive you." I looked up at Jin my eyes are about to give up.

"Why?"

"Because I love you." He came down to my level. His eyes met mine. His eyes didn't shine they were dark. He doesn't want to forgive me but he did anyway.

Fuck it I'll let it out.

"Don't cry honey." Jin hugged me from behind.

"But I-I hurt you... and you're forgiving me I don't deserve it."

"Yes,yes you did hurt me but we'll get through it."

"Jin I don't deserve it." Jin stood up and sighed

"Yell at me! Hit me! Say you hate me! Please!"

I was on my knees still.

"No."

"Why?! Hurt me harder than I hurt you!"

"Namjoon no." Damnit why is he so nice?

"Why!?"

"Because that day will come when you least expect it."

"I can live with that." I stood up finally.

"I'm going to bed I'm tired." Jin said while wiping my tears away.

"Wait." I held his wrist "Namjoon please." I let him go.

What are you thinking Namjoon? Give him time. Just because he forgives you doesn't mean he's happy.

It was time for me to sleep. I addressed my students I wouldn't be in class tomorrow. Tomorrow is for Jin.

I slowly crept into bed. "Namjoon-" Jin's voice surprised me. Is he kicking me out?