Him | Namjin

Day 2

-From now on-

Jin's P.O.V.

I turned over to face Namjoon.

"Good morning." I got up rubbing my head.

"Wait..." something in my heart felt off. Like a sixth sense.

"Namjoon."

I walked over to his side.

"Namjoon wake up."

Please don't tell me you left already.

"Yah wake up this isn't funny."

"Namjoon open your eyes." I held his hand. Stone cold.

"Namjoon why?" I felt myself breaking down.

"Common let's go out." Nothing.

"So you really left me huh?" I held both his hands.

"What am I suppose to do?"

"TELL ME HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO LIVE MY LIFE!" I fell onto the floor.

Tears are over flowing me.

"WHAT NOW?!"

"Papa?" Tae.

"What's wrong?" He went over to me with sad eyes.

"Daddy he's- he went uh-"

"Daddy died?" As if my heart couldn't sink enough.

"Yes..." I cried out.

"NO!"

Tae jumped on the bed "DADDY WAKE UP!"

"Tae stop don't touch him."

"DADDY WAKE UP!" He cried out. He grabbed his whistle and blew like his life depended on it.

I covered my ears.

"DADDY!"

"WAKE UP!"

"YOU'RE SUPPOSE TO WAKE UP!" He stop blowing the whistle and started to punch Namjoon's stomach.

"TAE STOP!"

"DADDY!" He started kicking as I carried him out the room.

"TAE STOP IT!"

"Papa...I want daddy." His innocent eyes did not shine.

"I do too."

"It's not fair."

"I know it's not." We both sat down in the hallway.

"Papa..."

"Yes?"

"Daddy said we have to watch this together once he goes away." He stood up and opened a drawer. My video camera.

"We'll watch it in a bit hold on." I couldn't just have his body in our bed forever.

I walked back inside the ambulance left with him.

"Can we watch it now?"

"Yes."

Tae and I both sat down on the couch.

"You ready Tae?"

"Yes." I wasn't.

I pressed play.

And this is where a new chapter of my life would start.