❝i know it's been a long time since i've written to you. i don't know if you'll even read these. but i hope you do.❞
park jimin reads twenty one letters from the girl who disappeared.
Namjoon put down his phone. "Jimin-ah, are you in love with her?" Hyung side-glanced at me, a questioning look on his face.
I sputtered, choking slightly on my own spit.
Smooth, Jimin, smooth.
"What? Who?" A face popped into my mind as the words left my mouth.
"You know who. I've never seen you happier than this."
"I'm happier when Bangtan is successful." I tried to end the conversation but I could feel the embarrassed smile on my face giving me away.
She always makes me smile.
Monnie-hyung rested a hand on my shoulder. "I know. You've fallen pretty quickly, is all I'm saying."
My lips kept tugging and I gave up trying to cover my smile. Even a hand in front of my face couldn't hide anything. I already knew I'd given myself away even as i replied, "i don't know what you mean."
The pointed look Namjoon gave me only made me laugh harder.
I covered my face with both hands and groaned, leaning backwards. "Am I that obvious?"
"To us, maybe."
"I don't know. I don't want to push it."
"Well..it'll happen if it's meant to be. That's what a think."
I took a deep breath, contemplating his words. "I agree. But...I just wish...I wish it was easier."
"She's still by your side, Jimin. Don't be discouraged."
His smile was encouraging, and all of a sudden it broke into a wide dimpled grin. "Ahhh, Jiminie!" He grabbed me by the shoulders violently and I yelped in surprised. "Boy in love! All grown up. Jimin's a man now!"
He pounded me on the back and I curled into him, chuckling. I hit him on the arm, urging him to hush before our commotion brought everyone to the living room.
In love.
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A/N:
(warning - upcoming verbal diarrhoea and some serious tangents so feel free to skip this because it's just me talking about irrelevant things hahaha)
Yes - sUrPRiSE two updates in one day!
But I'm just as shook because this has gotten 1.4k reads?? I don't any of my stories have gotten this far (though my other books usually get abandoned after 4 chapters rip once again, Chaotic Lies of Deidre Hames which I really have to return to one day?? Honestly?)
It's insane that I started this at the very end of 2017 and now at the start of March it's gotten 1.4k reads (like in two months?? holy crap) and I honestly want to thank you all for reading this (I love looking at the demographics and being wowed and how people from all over the world are reading this) and I would also like to thank the one and only
bangtan sonyeondan
for blessing us with their existence, fighting to be meaningfully despite the additional difficulty and pressure, for sacrificing so much, for not giving up and being the underdogs that are now breaking worldwide records because of how beautiful they are as people and artists
honestly i'm just really emotional rn i've been trying to study the whole day and the messages bangtan have about depression, chasing dreams and being scared really echoes with me and i just
love them so much infinitely to the end of the universe, every single one of them
and i hope no matter whatever the future holds for them it'll be happiness and they continue getting the love they deserve and this isn't just an obsession as the Newest Big Thing (but i feel that a huge reason there are so many ARMY right now is because of their rags-to-riches underdog story, i just hope people don't get disenchanted)
also on another note when the fUCK are blackpink having their comeback jESUS CHrISt fuck you YG doing our girls dirty like this you literally have 4 girls from relatively diverse backgrounds (ok 3/4 are korean but there's something about jennie and rose being from nz and aus respectively ok) who are aMAZING vocalists, have an amazing group concept, a huge international fanbase deSPITE THE LACK OF BEING FED
honestly i'm so mad
ok
i just really want new blackpink music we've been listening to what fIVE GODDAMN soNGs
also just the badass power that blackpink exudes bitch what i wouldn't do to get a collab between bp x bangtan and i'm in no way referring to shipping because that some cringey ass stuff and honestly two idols making eye contact or hyping each other's songs is cute but that's pretty much it
honestly thought jesus give me that bp x bangtan stage presence they can all kick me and i'd thank them
ok
sorry
(but seriously if you haven't listened to jyeom's blackpink x bts mashups you are missing on a tRIPpy hEavENLY EaRGASM EXPERIence holy lord)
this went on a huge tangent and totally ruined the mood of this story pls ignore this ok bye thanks for reading
