jimin -
i know it seems strange that i'm still writing these. i didn't think i would.
i guess that's how they'll stay since i haven't mailed the first one. besides, i never mail a letter that isn't five pages long and filled with tiny minuscule handwriting, remember? just a mass of black lines filled with scrawl. you always complained my handwriting was hard to read.
i'm sorry for what i did to you. i'm sorry i ran away. i'm sorry for the anger that i caused, the disappointment and the sadness. i'm sorry. but i want you to understand i had to.
i just wanted to say- i couldn't face it. i couldn't face you or any of the others.
it was never your fault.
it never will be.
will you remember that for me? please?
or have you forgotten me?
part of me hopes you have, part of me hopes you haven't.
you seem so happy now. it makes me smile. that's good. it's better if you have.
you know i'll always be your little kimbap, right? i'll always be that, as much as i want to forget. as much as you want to forget. don't remember what happened towards the end. just remember the beginning and the middle. the good things. the rest won't help you, but at least the girl i used to be will.
yours,
little kimbap
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A/N: Hi everyone! I hope you all had a great Christmas and Boxing Day! Where do you think this story is going to go? What do you think of it so far? please comment, vote and add! ^_^ it'd be much appreciated <3
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Fanfiction❝i know it's been a long time since i've written to you. i don't know if you'll even read these. but i hope you do.❞ park jimin reads twenty one letters from the girl who disappeared.
