i'm too young •Stray Kids Jeongin•

The Party

+Daylight, 5SOS+
"She gives me a feeling that I can't fight."

June's POV

The loud bass of the party pounds against my ear drums. The smell of weed and alcohol was overbearing. I cough out not used to the smell of both substances. I feel Hanbin's hand wrap around mine as he navigates me to the kitchen.

Hanbin greets a lot of people as he passes by while I stay quietly next to his side. Hanbin grabs a two red cups and pours the alcoholic drink into both. He hands me the drink as he chugs his down.

I look down at the drink in my hand wearily. What's even in here?

"C'mon drink it June! Don't be lame." His eyes twinkling at me, trying to convince me.

"I'm not sure I've never had this before." I say back to him in a weak voice.

He sticks up one finger, "Just one drink June it doesn't even have that much vodka in it."

I sigh out and glance at the cup again. I'm not so sure about this...

"Then don't fucking drink it." He snatches the cup out of my hands and drinks it himself.

"I just wanted to show you a good time but you always have to fucking ruin it."

I don't say anything back, is this my fault? Maybe he's right I always ruin everything.

"One wouldn't hurt me." I state grabbing a cup and drinking it whole. Hanbin pats my back like he was proud of me. His smiles widely in my direction.

"That's my girl!"

He grabs another cup and chugs it down in one go. He drags me to where everyone is dancing. I'm don't know how much time passed since I came to this party. I start to feel different like my body wasn't my body if that makes sense. Almost like I couldn't control it.

He pulls me close to his body, I feel his nose bury into my neck. I felt to weak to push him away. Numb. I feel numb.

The bass of the speakers were less prominent to me now. The sounds of everything around me sounded foggy. Even the pounding of my own heart beat drowned out.

He starts kissing my neck and I tried controlling my body. I tried to lift my arms to push him away, but my arms stayed dangling at my sides. My hands were anchors that were too heavy to lift up.

I try to step back, but my feet like my hands felt ,too heavy. If I took one step back I would fall completely. Snap out of it. Push him off of you!

Goosebumps rise on my body, not from pleasure but from disgust. Hanbin moves his face to my ear. I feel his warm breathe hit against it.

"Let's go upstairs."

No no no no no

He tugs my hand and drags me like a rag doll. I gathered the power to escape his iron grasp. I was able to slur out a couple words.