i'm too young •Stray Kids Jeongin•

Heavy Heart

+What if, EXO+
"I'm becoming more and more sorry, looking at you with these kinds of feelings."

Third Person POV

"Hey Jeongin!" June calls after her best friend. She almost trips over her own feet but Jeongin catches her in time.

"You're such a klutz be careful!" Jeongin chuckles at her clumsiness. June's heart thumps, her cheeks tinting red. She quickly escapes Jeongin's grasp and laughs nervously. I must've been startled by almost falling because my heart is pounding.

She quickly changes the subject, "Jeongin you have it lucky you don't know how hard highschool is."

"All the assignments I have to do and finals coming up have me stressing to the max."

"Nothing you can't handle." He messes up June's hair like always.

"You have a thing with making my hair look like a birds nest don't you." June whines trying to fix her hair. She glares at him grumbling.

It's because your hair looks too pretty. Jeongin pushes his thoughts away in an instant. He stays silent and smiles like a child.

"Weirdo." June mutters shoving him away. They both arrive at their neighborhood.

He laughs loudly and walks ahead of June. He turns around and sticks his tongue out playfully. Jeongin then takes off running to his house.

"YOU'RE SUCH A CHILD!" June shouts out to him because running like she has mentioned before was not her strong suit.

She stuffs her hands into the pockets of her jacket and nuzzles into her scarf. She feels her phone vibrate in her pocket.

Hanbin:
Let's meet at the park near your house babe😍

Me:
I'll be there in a few!

She sighs out loud. It's even come down to me faking enthusiasm. She walks inside her house to inform her mom that she will be at the park. While walking to the park June's mind was clouded with her relationship with Hanbin.

Why exactly am I doing with him? I don't see myself calling him my boyfriend so why exactly am I sticking to his side?

June mumbles out, "But he's Hanbin everyone wants him."

"So shouldn't I?" Her small whisper travels through the cold autumn air. June sighs out once again.

She sees Hanbin in the distance and her heart doesn't skip like it's shown in the dramas. She doesn't turn into a smiling fool when she sees his grin towards her. She tries to smile at him genuinely but she couldn't. No matter how much she wanted to, no matter how much she tried to force her feelings she just couldn't.

June what's wrong with you? Han freaking bin is in front of you but you don't feel anything!

"Hey babe." Hanbin greets June and pulls her in for a hug. His hands settle above her bottom and June immediately pulls away.

She takes a step back from him, "Hey."

The familiar feeling settles in the pit of June's stomach. I don't like the way he touches me.