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Back to Milso POV

"I like you too.." I replied back, to see his face so bright made my day but it's honestly not how I felt,
"I like you as a brother Shownu.." I added with a hint of sadness in my voice.. I couldn't bare to face him - I knew he was going to be so hurt..

"Um.. I-it's fine.. I wish you the best with.. Him.."  Shownu murmured as his face instantly fell to a frown and he looked to the ground, he obviously couldn't handle it and stormed off - I don't know where but I decided to follow him as I hate to see him this upset.. Why did I do that..

"Shownu!!.." I yelled as loud as I could down the dark alley which he stormed off down,
I had to follow him all the way outside which was so much effort as it was freezing out - I couldn't bare to see him this sad so I had no choice,
I ran and ran until I saw him slouched down on a wall with his head heavy in his hands,

"Shownu.." I said quietly as I approach him softly,
"I'm so sorry.. I can't lie to you - otherwise it would make you even more upset.. Please Shownu.." I pleaded with a croaky voice,

"Please.. Leave me alone Milso.." Shownu whispered through his raspy voice,

My heart felt like it shattered right at that moment. It broke me seeing him so disdraught. I couldn't put myself and him through the whole process of us not being happy together - I didn't want to hurt him even more than I had too..

"Shownu.. If you could just listen to me~" I pleaded through little cries, my eyes were not streaming with tears,
"I can't put us through the whole process of not being happy - I know for a fact we wouldn't be happy. I couldn't break you anymore than I had too.." I cried as I sat down next to him with my head resting against his muscular shoulder,

"Well I can't bear to see you with Hoseok. It breaks me to see you with him.. He beat me, your brother and even your friends up.. How could you be with someone who does that Milso?.." Shownu cried as he faced me with a teary expression,

He now just made me think through my entire life. I like Hoseok.. And I feel my feelings are starting to grow on him but how could I deal with him beating up innocent people like that? .. I couldn't..
"Shownu.. Get up.." I demanded as I snapped out of my thoughts,
He seemed a little taken back at first but when he heard the desperation in my voice he followed my order. He got up and followed me back to my house. We didn't speak a word until we got to the front door,

"Milso are you alright?.." Shownu asked in a soft voice, he now seemed much more relaxed with the whole situation - not like me..

"Yes." I said bluntly as I kept my gaze straight at the door, I couldn't think properly.. It feels like I'm the only person on earth right now.. I don't understand,

Soon enough we both entered through to door to reveal Aeri, Hania and Boli all standing in the hall way,

"Milso!! We were so worried, are you alright?.." Boli questioned as she ran up to me checking if I had been hurt - she's such a mum oh wow..
I don't know why but my words wouldn't come out. I was still speechless over what Shownu had said - it hurt me that he thinks of Hoseok badly but why does it hurt?
I feel like I look like I'm on drugs right now as I believe I'm just lost in my head,

"Is she okay? What happened?" Boli frantically asked,
They all genuinely seemed worried for me. Boli had me in a tight embrace whilst I was still in a living coma - why am I so Blank at the minute?

"I don't know.. " Changkyun said as he appeared from no where - suddenly all of MONSTA X seem to be here.. They must of got the news that I rejected Shownu and basically fainted,
"Wait maybe she's hot? Take that ugly scarf off.." Hyungwon shouted from afar,
At the time I completely forgot about all of the bruises along my neck and so when they took the scarf off there was many gasps heard from everyone,

"OMG MILSO?"
"HOSEOK DID YOU DO THIS?"
"NO I DIDN'T DO THAT, WHAT THE HELL MILSO?"
"WHO DID THIS?.."
All of them were shouting comments at me but I was still emotionless - I couldn't seem to break away from my thoughts, I was lost..

Suddenly I felt a warm figure press up behind me - I believe it was Hania.
"Milso it's okay.. I know who did that.." She said as she whispered in my ear quietly so the others wouldn't hear,
I could hear every word but I couldn't move or show any expression - it was so weird..
Next thing I knew everything went black but I was finally free from all of those horrible thoughts..

"Milsoo~" a slight voice said in the background, "I've brought McDonald's.. Your fave am I right.."
Suddenly my eyes fluttered open - it took awhile to adjust myself to the new place where I was .. I seemed to be in hospital.
"Oh wow.. It really is your favourite.." The voice giggled, as I turned around I saw Hoseok sat beside me smiling with a huge bag of McDonald's,

"Hoseok.." I chirped as I got up and hugged him tightly, I was so happy to see him.. He always somehow made me feel so happy which was weird as before I absolutely hated his guts,

"Well hello sleeping beauty.." He replied happily as he stroked my head softly and hugged me back tightly,

I was so confused at this point.. He had a whole new hair colour.. It used to be a mousy brown but now it's a champagne colour - pinky.. It looked good..
Suddenly Hania, Aeri, Boli and Jooheon sprinted in with huge smiles plastered over their faces,

"Oh my- Milso I've missed you so much! So many classes I was alone, science was so boring.. I was just with Daisy the whole time and it was lonely.." Boli cried as she pounced onto me giving me the tightest embrace ever,
I just giggled slightly and hugged her back lovingly, I couldn't help but cry aswell as all of them looked like they've changed a little..

"Milso you still look so beautiful.. I thought I.. I though I lost you.." Jooheon said as he started to tear up - he stopped himself by hugging me super tight.. I couldn't see a thing because of my tears,

"I can't believe you're awake.. All because of McDonald's you greedy little sh-" Aeri began to say but got inturupted by Boli covering her mouth and giving her the unimpressed look,
"You greedy little sugar.." Aeri said as she giggled and hugged me happily,

"Mil- Milso~" Hania whimpered, she tried to speak but tears were overflowing out of her eyes so she just hugged me super tightly until I couldn't breath.. I'm still super confused..

"Hey guys.. I'm a tad confused right now.." I said as I scratched my neck awkwardly as I didn't understand the situation,
Just as I said that the doctor walked in and wow he was pretty fineee~

"Hello Milso, I'm Doctor Mingyu.. I'm aware you are confused of this whole situation, you have been in a coma for 4 months.. Your friends and family have been visiting you everyday, especially this one.." The doctor stated as he pointed at the flustered Hoseok, "We will do a quick check over to see if you are okay and then you should be okay to go home.." The doctor added as he gave me a smile,

No way
How was I in a coma?
I must of missed out on so much..
"Hey Milso.. Guess what.." Hoseok said excitedly,

"Uh.. What?.." I smiled back - I was still pretty shocked at the whole thing so right now I think I wouldn't react to well,

"Jay Park has been sent to prison for sexual assault.." Hoseok said as he patted my shoulder lightly, "That bumhole won't be hurting you anymore.."

I smiled and I couldn't stop
Jay park sent to prison?
He was a huge impact of this whole thing and so now he won't be bothering me.. This is great..

"Oh my god.." Was all that came out of my mouth,

I was way to happy to be back.. But also still very angry that I've missed out on so much, jeeeeez Milso~

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A/N
This book will be ending soon!! It's been so cool to write but we are now nearing the end..
I don't know how many chapters are roughly left but there won't be many ;(
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