yøung førever ~ (sequel to RyroRoss⚡️ is typing/ryden)✔️

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!Wanting! (I guess?) mentions of self harm

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Starting off the new year right. Well at least I hope right, I'm taking Ryan to get his first tattoos today. He wanted to cover up self harm scars with them.

And not only is my husband getting his first tattoos but I'm also taking my son to day care for the first time.

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"Bye baby, we'll see you soon!" I hugged Clay and kissed his cheek.

"Bye bye daddy." Clay said and the lady at the front desk got up and picked Clay up who waved goodbye to Ryan and I. I got back into the car and Ryan put his hand on my thigh.

"You ok?" Ryan asked and I shrugged.

"You know tattoos hurt right? And their going over scars. On your wrist, that's one of the most painful spots-"

"You have tattoos on your wrist.." Ryan interrupted me.

"Yes I know, but I also know I have a higher pain tolerance than you. And yours are going over scars." I said and Ryan nodded.

"I'll be fine." Ryan mumbled and I nodded.

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We where in the room waiting for the artist to come in Ryan had his arms facing up and was looking at them.

I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and placed my head on his shoulder.

"What's up?" I asked and Ryan looked up.

"Mh what?" Ryan asked.

"What's up?" I asked again and Ryan shrugged.

"Just thinking." Ryan said and I nodded.

The artist walked in. She had short black hair and tattoos littering one of her arms and the opposite leg.

"Good morning. My names Meredith," She said and looked at Ryan. "Are you Ryan?" Meredith asked and Ryan nodded. "What would you like today? I can start sketching." She said and sat down crossing one leg over the other.

"I'm getting a few tattoos over some self-scars. Just scars. And I was thinking about some glasses but through the lessens you can see a beach. And then on the other wrist the twenty øne Piløts sign with 'stay alive' in cursive with a bird on a wire." Her pen began to move and after about ten minutes she held up her paper.

"Yes?" She asked and Ryan nodded.

"I love it! Thank you!!" Ryan said and she got up.

"Here, and no problem." She mentioned towards the chair and Ryan took a deep breath before sitting down.

I walked over and sat down in the chair over by his chair and grabbed his hand.

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"Ready?" She asked after we had temporarily tattooed the tattoos on his wrists. "Sir, not to invade but are these self harm scars?" Meredith asked.

"Umm, Yes." Ryan mumbled and she placed the needle onto his wrist. Ryan gritted his teeth in pain and squeezed my hand.

"How long have you been together?" She asked smiling.

"Almost three years now." I said and she nodded.

"That's so sweet." She said and stopped to wipe blood off of Ryans wrist.

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Once the glasses tattoo was done she wrapped it up and moved to where I was sitting.

I held Ryans other hand. He was noticeably crying at this point. I felt so bad but he wanted this and it was gonna look so cool.

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She finished the Twenty Øne Piløts tattoo Ryan grabbed his arm in pain.

"They look great!" I said and leaned down to kiss Ryans lips.

"They really do." Meredith said and Ryan smiled.

"Thank you so much." Ryan said wiping his tears away.

"No problem. Have a good day." Meredith said leaving the room.

"You did so good Ry." I said kissing him again.

"Oh god it hurt." Ryan said and I nodded.

"Do you like them?" I asked.

"Of corse! Do you?" Ryan asked holding his wrists up for me to see.

"Yes, their beautiful." I said and Ryan kissed me again. "Now let's go pay and get Clay, hey that rhymed." I said and Ryan nodded.

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A/N
Good morning
(7:11pm)
I hope y'all liked this chapter sorry about not being able to update yesterday I splashed Lemon_Gerard_ with some water from my hot tub and it got all over my phone so it spent the night in a bag of rice
I wentzed to hot topic today and got 6 buttons and two shirts:)
Also my school gets back tomorrow:( I like school I just don't want to go back yet
Also my brother broke two of his toes idk if I already told y'all but yeah

~enjoy killjoys~