!warning! Talk of self harm
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"Come on, pick up Ryan." I mumbled as I locked myself in my bathroom.
"Why are you calling so early?" Ryan asked and I completely ignored his question.
"How have you been. Like with me being gone?" I asked quickly.
"Well you're my husband. I miss you, Clay missed you." Ryan said giggling afterwards.
"No, how have you really been?" I asked and Ryan sighed.
"Ummm, ok I guess. I didn't really realize how much I needed you until now." I sighed softly.
"I miss you too, but I need to ask you one thing...and tell me the truth." I said taking a deep breath. "Have you cut while I was gone." I heard Ryan gasp sharply and the phone be pulled away.
"Goodbye Brendon." Ryan said.
"RYAN DONT YOU DARE HANG UP THIS PHONE!" I yelled and I heard Ryan sob. "Baby please, I just wanna help." I whispered.
"...yes. Yes I have cut." Ryan said before sobbing again.
"Baby, why?" I asked.
"I can't do anything without you. I feel useless." Ryan said like it was the most casual thing.
"Please don't do it again, you mean more to me then the world. Baby I need you."
"I n-need you too."
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A/N
Heyyy go check out Open-Up
Anyways
Today was the first winter outdoor ed and it was soooo fun there are 13 ppl in my group and all together today we fell 189 times yeahhh
I feel a lot and I banged up my knee really badly (btw we wentzed cross country skiing)
Ummm here's a fun story:
This kid in my group out of nowhere goes: I SHOULD HAVE WORN A BELT! And idk I thought it was sooo funny
But yeah I fell a lot and it was really painful but I loved it so much
Also we where so bored going back on our bus and oh my god it was so boring and all of a sudden from the back of the bus we hear the begging of the loin sleeps tonight which is one of the songs we're singing for arts night and we all started singing a long it was really fun
GO CHECK OUT MANIA
and we switch sections on Monday and I'm stressed
Anyways:
•Song Suggestion•: Stay Frosty Royal Milk Tea by Fall Out Boy
Ummm I don't have a Fanfic Suggestion for today but go check out Open-Up by me it's Ryden and I really Like it
Anyways
~enjoy killjoys~
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yøung førever ~ (sequel to RyroRoss⚡️ is typing/ryden)✔️
Fanfiction{Sequel to RyroRoss⚡️ is typing} :half kik half irl: Ryan and Brendon have been married for 2 years and have entered parenthood They have moved out of their old apartment and into a renovated barn with 5 acres of land They have a son named: Clayton...
