Gah, another show
I rolled out of bed dragging my feet as I walked to the kitchen.
"Morning." Parker said as I entered the kitchen. I grunted and she nodded. "How'd ya sleep?" She asked grabbing her coffee and putting another mug underneath it for me.
"Thank you, eh. It was okay?" I asked myself, more than a statement.
"What's wrong?" Parker asked leaning on the cabinet.
"God I don't know Parker, I just have this feeling that like- something bad happened to Ryan." I said placing my wrist to my forehead.
"Then call him." Parker said shrugging I shook my head.
"I know I could call him. But he wouldn't tell me." I said hoisting myself on top of the counter kicking my legs on one of the cabinets.
"Mr. Y'ella will be mad if you break something." Parker said sipping her coffee.
"Are you calling me fat?" I asked and she laughed a little.
"Why wouldn't be tell you?" Parker asked and I shrugged.
"He's always been like that. We've been married for almost two and a half years now and just the other week he opened up to me about his self harm." I said and Parker put her glass down making a loud 'clink'.
"He doesn't do it anymore, right?" Parker asked her eyes going wide.
"He promised he wouldn't. So yeah, why?" I asked sipping my coffee.
"Bren! He could self harm himself if he has too much anxiety! Bren, you're his fix! Call him!" She yelled and then everything clicked in my brain.
He winced when Clay touched him.
'Everything's fine'
Not showing me any part of him besides from his chest up
'Oh It's nothing'
How could I have been so stupid.
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A/N
Hello
Soo first: I posted a new fanfic called: Open-Up it's a Ryden Fic go check it out I'm really happy and proud of it
Second: the first outdoor ed skiing thing is tomorrow and I'm super excited but also really nervous
Third: the semester ended today meaning on Monday we have our sections changed and there's only two sections but sofia haven and I are three ppl meaning we're either all together or ones alone bc we can't all be spilt up so that's stressful
Fourth: MANIA GETS DROPPED AT NINE FOR ME TONIGHT AND IM SO EXCITED
ummm let's see what happened today: ooohhb oké
So instead of PE we learned the basics on skis and our outdoor ed teacher said: "skis depend on weight, this one is my weight so I don't think you could depress it enough." And then sofia goes: "YOU SUCK!" And I thought it was so funny um yeah go check out open-up
•Song Suggestion•: A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More Touch Me by Fall Out Boy
•Fanfic Suggestion•: Guys Like Us | Frerard by thnksfrthmcr it's super good I haven't finished it but it's sooo good and there's so much drama but it's so great go check it out!
Anyways
~enjoy killjoys~
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Fanfic{Sequel to RyroRoss⚡️ is typing} :half kik half irl: Ryan and Brendon have been married for 2 years and have entered parenthood They have moved out of their old apartment and into a renovated barn with 5 acres of land They have a son named: Clayton...
