Rejection Does Hurt

Embarrassing

Alexis' POV:

I went upstairs in my room and fell asleep even though I just woke up. I wasn't in the mood for anything. I hated everyone, I hated Drake, but I hated myself the most.

I heard a knock on my door, but didn't bother to get up or say anything. I was still half asleep/half awake. I heard the person walk into my room and I felt them standing next to me, staring at me.

"Alexis, wake up." Kyle said and shook me up.

I opened my eyes and he sat on my bed. I looked at him for about 30 seconds because I knew he was going to scream at me , but he didn't.

"Are you okay?" he asked me.

"I've been better," I told him and he gave me a sympathetic look.

"Whose idea was it?" he asked.

"Drake's." I answered, "he said we didn't have to do it but I told him I wanted to."

"Alexis, I'm not saying Drake is like this, but most guys only want one thing from girls. I would know because I'm one of them. We only want you for sex and drop you like it's nothing. We act like we like you, kiss you, get you in the bed and never talk to you ever again. Don't let guys take advantage of you like that, especially at your age," Kyle explained.

"Drake wouldn't do that to me, he was talking to me this morning when we were walking to school. Also, I know better not to do that to every guy who asks me screw him. It's just I've liked Drake for such a long time, I thought that I was ready for it," I defended myself.

"Yeah, I bet you were." Kyle sneered at me and rolled his eyes. I gave him and dirty look and he headed for the door.

"Are you gonna tell mom?" I asked him, anticipating for his response.

"I don't know, I'm thinking about telling her. Ms.Goody Goody should get in trouble for her horrible actions. We have another badass in the family," he teased.

I wasn't in the mood for his jokes..

"Don't tell her because I never tell on you when you do anything wrong. Why do you want me to get in trouble anyways? Also, I'm not a badass for having sex, I was 'making love',"I retorted.

"Shut up with that 'making love', that's bull and I won't tell mom unless you do everything I say," Kyle blackmailed me.

"Wow, Kyle. You still blackmail, what are you 8 years old? Fine. Tell mom, I really don't care anymore," I sighed.

Kyle smirked at me and then I saw Drake by my bedroom door.

"You've got a lot of nerve coming here, considering the fact that my brother is standing right there," I pointed at Kyle.

"I just came to apologize to you, Alexis. I'm really sorry I broke your promise, I didn't mean for everyone to find out and I didn't mean for you to be the laughing stock of our school. I only told Jake, I swear, I don't know how everyone else found out," he apologized to me.

"What do you mean 'I'm the laughing stock'?" I asked him.

"Well, uh, ever, every-," he stammered.

"Can you finish?" I snapped.

"Everyone is laughing at you because I sort of told Jake that you thought it would hurt. I didn't mean to make fun of you, I thought it was cute!" he confessed.

I stared at him with anger building up. This boy is driving me insane!

Drake and Kyle both looked at me and furrowed their eyebrows.

"But you're not mad at me because I'm your boyfriend, right?" Drake asked to make sure.

"Were. You WERE my boyfriend. All you ever done is cause me pain since I asked you out. You ruined my life. I want you out of my room and out of my life!" I screamed at him.

"Chill, Lexi. He didn't mean to," Kyle stood up for him.

"Kyle, mind your business because you were just yelling at me this morning and just before over what happened. But you don't yell at Drake, right? Even though it was his idea," I replied.

"Let's just go," Kyle said to Drake and he nodded. They both left my room and left me sitting on my bed - regretting what I said to both of them.

I just dumped my 10 year crush over something so stupid! Ugh, teenage hormones. I went on facebook and saw I was tagged in a whole bunch of posts.

Haha, did you guys hear about Alexis (Kyle's little sister) scared about having sex! - with Lexi Williams

Alexis Williams is so pussy! -with Lexi Williams

I heard Drake came on to Alexis, but she backed down. #littlegirlsbelike -with Lexi Williams

I was with my boyfriend today and he asked if we could hit it today, I told him no because I was afraid it's gonna hurt. Ha ha. I'm still on the floor from laughing when I heard it - with Lexi Williams

I have never felt so embarrassed in my whole life.