Finding Love (Bastard Princess)

"The murdered heart recovery"

Chapter Two

A golden hair like a bird's-nest fern, two bloated eye bags, swollen nose from sobbing, and a pillow mark on my face. oh' i almost don't recognize my self right in front of the mirror.. that's what i got from last night's emotional murder.

after taking my bath, my feet took me to dine-in for breakfast.

"Good morning princess, how was your..." he was about to say night when he look up from the news paper he was reading to face my being..

"what the!... you look terrible." i saw him smirk. what a grand father is he? i choose not to say anything, i just dig on my food.

"your siblings called last night." he sang to me when i'm about to drink my hot choco milk.

"don't remind me. can't you see i'm trying to eat?" told him nonchalantly.

"i must say your in a bad mood. but then.. your siblings loves you, maybe they're just that busy to be unable to come here." this grand pa really is so mean to me right now!.

okay..

drop the spoon and fork slowly.. eyes down the plate..

lips pouting.. 

hold back tears..

get your feet ready..

now...

talk!

"hey grand pa.. when did you start taking their side?" my voice cracked,

"i lost my appetite." i sang..but i have to keep still. told myself to never look on his way.. stay strong.. leave your chair. in... 5.....4......3.....2.....1......go......!!!

"hey jamiella! when did you start acting like this! comeback here!" i heard him bark at my back, but i just keep my feet going..

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"honey open the door." i heard grand dad's voice after a knock behind my door. i'm packing some foods, my iPod, a peace of clothes and personal things in my backpack. i jump out the bed and grab my frog pillow, then walk to the door. my grand dad was blocking my way when i open the doorway.

"excuse me old mister? i have my business to attend and your blocking my way!" i look at him with my raised eyebrow.

"and where do you suppose your going little young miss madness!?" he said while smirking.

"i'm moving to my space! where i can be alone." i bark at him for the first time.

"owww.. so  can i go with you..?" he asked me smiling.

"i can help you cook there..?" he sang.

"No. i don't allow anybody to my house you know?" i bark again..

"but i'm not just anybody you know? i'm your best friend remember?" i found my heart melting with his acting, but i need to stand with my tantrums..

"that was before when you love me the most.!" i said it' out of a high tone.

"but i still love you the most..." he sound serious with a bit smirk on his lips.

"your making me talk a lot, if you'll excuse me,? my time is gold.." i told him. i was about to step forward when he spread his arm to block my way again.

"not so fast little princess.. i will let you pass when you kiss your old best friend here.." he said while poking his face for my kiss. this old man actually loves me, i can't be mad on him for a long time. i love my grand dad so much... so i hug him tight and kissed him on his aged face.