Finding Love (Bastard Princess)

"Start all over"

Chapter 14

"Zia..! come over here..! hurry up!"

Lance calling me from the living room. I don't really remember what happened last night. the last thing I remember was, Dave, Jude, Kevin and I,  were  playing games on the big room. being a loser, I had all the punishment which is, a shot of alcohol in every mistake I made. and so, I hate that 'pic my fave' kind of game!

"what do you want Lance?" Lance, Dave, Jude, Kevin and Brian was sitting on each slouch bag. when I storm out from Brian's room after straggling against him on his bed, I found out that we're not at his old house anymore.

"sit down, we're going to watch a movie." Lance answered.

"Kevin.. let's tread a bag." Brian shifted to Kevin's slouch bag. Kevin on the other side was puzzled about his outrage.

"what..?" Brian blurted when all eyes was landed on him. "Zia's favorite color is blue, so we will be sharing this bag." he turned his gaze at me. "Zia. come here now." I was hesitant, but he dragged me on his side. Lance played the movie when I was in place.

okay., this is just weird. watching myself on a film. and swear! it was from last night's incident.

"Zia.. why are you crying while running a while ago?" Kevin's voice asking behind the camera.

"I don't know? I cried?"

"yes you did... is it because you found out about Talia and Brian?" oh' my God this is embarrassing. how can I get drunk that much? I don't remember this happened.

"owww.. yeah.. maybe. cause Brian compared me to that bitch! he adored her that much! she's not that good though.. my friend told me. he said, Talia is a bad girl. you know what I mean? but I'm sorry for using bad word." really... this is to much! I was about to get up, when Brian held my wrist  to stay. without lookin at me he whispered 'stay' at me.

"its okay Zia.. now, did you cry because you were jealous?" oh' no.. please don't say stupid things. I prayed for myself while stunt on Brian's side. Brian then was focused on the screen.

"I don't know.. maybe....? but he doesn't like me. he call me idiot, miss know nothing, and he hate my eyes! and he was making out with Talia."

"Zia... Brian was annoyed about your eyes because they're beautiful. and he likes it when a girl can't cook because he can. and he calls you idiot because you're cute.."