Finding Love (Bastard Princess)

"Grocery Shopping"

Chapter 15

"you're not listening Zia! I need you to hear me now! I know I am irresistible but you really need to know this, so stop admiring my face and listen to me." he paused for a second to put his baseball cap on my head and welcome back again  eyesight mirroring mine. I can see my eyes on his. eyes don't lie right? did his eyes really find me beautiful on my simple jeans and shirt'tee? his tongue again is moving up and down, in and out, and his lips are dancing again with the beat of his Adams Apple drum. I formed a little smile thinking of joining the rhythm on his anthem. wait.. did I just think of kissing them?! oh' no... I'm such a perv!! but i was just thinking of dancing with the beat! I felt my face warmed, so I shifted my eyes from his lips back to his sight, and BooM!! the rhythm was off including the moves of his mouthy that is now forming to pouty, and his eyessy is now glaring at me...

"are you done perverting over me honey..?"

"hey... I wasn't per-"

he trapped my words inside my throat using his lips doing the thinking I made a while ago! my second kiss on my lips coming from his lips again! I was dumbfounded while his lips are moving, and I need to stop him, so I moved my lips to say something but unfortunately, twas a wrong move to do when your lips are still in captured by his.. and oh' I felt his tongue inviting me to join his rhythm, and wrong move again when you open your lips to protests because you just let your visitor crashed into your wet and slippery dancefloor to explore and taste of how sweet is there dancing with the lip laps music. his palm captured my face jaw, and I don't know what to do! I just let him do the moves and I then a picture come to mind that night where I saw him kissing Talia just like how he's doing to me. I felt like I'm so dirty, and a real perv at the moment. tears come crushing down my cheek to my lips and jawline. his lips movement stopped, and parted from mine. he cupped my Jawline with his two hands, and his pore head glued on mine. he wiped my tears away using his thumb and breathlessly stared on my eyes..

"I'm not sorry again for kissing you.. I'm sorry that I can't resist of doing that so..." his voice was warm and breathtaking. "I made you cry again with a kiss... Zia-"

"I felt dirty..." I snapped and cried. "every time you kiss me I remember about you kissing Talia... and It makes me feel dirty... please don't do that again.." I sniffled. and he enclosed me inside his chest.

"you're not dirty honey.. you're beautiful. and I can't resist on feeling the urge of kissing you, but I will try to hold them now to prevent of savouring your lips."

"Brian I can't breath..."

"Oh' I'm sorry.." he let go of me but his eyes was still on mine. "and please, cooperate with me so we can prevent the thing that happened a while ago, please don't mesmerize me like how you did." I nodded in agreement. "now will you listen to me?" I nodded again. "good. listen.. Talia always come with me doing the grocery shopping. after we broke up, I always do the shopping alone. and now that Talia is back, the media are watching and staying here if they can be lucky to capture us together in here. usually I do the shopping every Sunday, yesterday she was here, good thing I didn't come. now, I want you to stay at my back use this jacket and cover your head on this hood okay?" he handed me his jacket. his not serious right?

"are you perhaps a celebrity?"

"you still don't know about my work? don't you watch TV?

"I don't know, and yes I'm not a fan of TV."

"okay! I'm a TV Chef. you know.., the one who's  cooking in front of the camera." that explained why he always do the good job in cooking at his house. I let out a smile on my face. and was shocked when he pinch my right cheek. "don't smile like that honey, you're asking for trouble when you do that." he did the winking. "let's go!" he dragged me again to the bushy green grass of the ground towards the grocery entrance.