Finding Love (Bastard Princess)

"Confusing"

Chapter 11

"get the hell out of here! now!!" Brian yelled. why is he so mad at me? what have I done? and its just four in the morning. oh... I fell asleep reading my mom's diary last night, and I was so tired also so I don't know what time I closed my eyes to sleep.

"I was drunk, we were drunk, and so we made out.. I don't know how we end up making out, but one thing I know.. it was a mistake! Levi was my best friend when I was in London for collage. anyways. I'm having a baby now, our baby.. my husband hates me and I understand that, I committed a sin. I will pray that someday I might be forgiven by him and the twins..

some part of my mom's diary. I understand now why a uncle Carl can't accept me as his child. I was a fruit of a sin.

"get up! bastard!" another yell from him. how did he know about me being a bas- "Lance!" a part of my bed chattered. wait, he said Lance!? so I wasn't the bastard he was referring to?! then who is Lance!? another vibration from the other part of my bed. perhaps- I shifted my body on the left side.

"Aaaaaaaaaahhh!!!!!!" I jumped, out of my bed. there's a guy half naked beside me! oh my gorgeousness!! he only have his boxer in him! I did sleep with him !? how?! oh no.. I'm freaking out!!

"don't scream!" the half naked guy said. "your waking me up! shut your fuc-"

"Lance!! get up now!" Brian shouted shrilly. then the other guy got up.

"okay! why are you screaming like a chick?" he muttered. Brian's gaze landed on me, and so the other guy followed his gaze at me. the half naked guy snapped and grabbed the blanket to cover up his nakedness. "who is she? and why am I sleeping with her!?" he freaked out. and now its my time to laugh inside. really he looked like a crap on that reaction he made on his face.

"the question is, why are you sleeping with her?!" their eyes throwing glance to each other and me.

"I didn't know you have a girl in here!" he exclaimed. "wait, who is she? and why is she in here? I mean, you should have let her sleep at your room dude!" the man yelped.

"shut up!!" Brian exclaimed. and I felt my ears hurting for their piping shouts like a girl.

"you two shut up!" I yelled. "I want you two out in here now!" I shouted. and thank goodness they left. what was that all about? who is Lance? and what is he doing here? uh.. I guess I just stated what Lance was asking about me a while ago..

I can't go back to sleep so I decided to take a shower instead. after had a shower I put a jeans on and a floppy white shirt with a print 'I'm weird do I?' and a pair of sneakers. I put some lip shiner on my lips before I walked out from the room.

"Hi!.. Zia.. right?" he was smiling. "I'm sorry about this morning. and I'm sorry I slept with you last night. promise I didn't know you were there! I was drunk.. my girlfriend broke up with me last night so I'm ki-"

"that's enough. you said a lot, you don't need to explain farther." I smiled back. "sorry I screamed. I was shocked actually. you are Lance right?." I smiled.. he prated. more things about himself, but the only thing I understand is that, he is Brian's best friend, and he also have a key for Brian's apartment, and that, he is going to stay in here for a week! how about that?

"good morning." Brian walked out from his room fresh from bath. he smells good.. so manly. "I bet you two know each other already." he looked at us and we just both nodded. "good. Zia.." he glanced at me. " you will be sleeping in my room for a week. and I will sleep with Lance at the guest room." he stated seriously. I. just nodded again. "Lance., please help Zia, bring her things to my room, and Zia come with me." he ordered firmly and just. I followed him to the kitchen. he grabbed two aprons from the cabinet. he walked closer onto me then he slung the apron on my head and Oh My Goodnesses! he's about to hug me!

in your dreams Jamiella! he's just going to tie your apron at your back! idiot.

I don't care! its the same! hugging me while tying my apron! you killjoy mind! shut your nerves up!

"Zia! are you listening?" he said in front of me.

oh' I was lost again! I blame his scent! it's so delicious! he is delicious totally. wearing a white shirt and a cream color knee pants. he is totally Hot! yummy! and delicious! forget about breakfast! I want him to be my meal the whole day! "pervert mind!" stop now.

"what did you just say!?" he muttered, staring at me. oh no! I said it loud.

"um, no.. it wasn't you. I was talking to myself." I said embarrassedly.

"oh'... so you were perverting over me don't you?"

"who else!?" oops! me and my big mouth! I. heard him laugh, then I felt my phone vibrating at my ,. saved by the phone.

"hello?" I heard kulliens voice on the other line. "hey.. how you doing? you missed me?" I said to him sweetly. "I missed you too.. yeah I'm fine." kulliens asking me how I am, and he said they're coming to Sweden, and the twins are coming too promoting their upcoming movie and some fashion show for Kulliens and Hadgie. "really??!" I exclaimed. "okay, you too take care! love lots! kisses!" I chirped out before I hung up. I turned to face Brian. "what you were saying?"

"nothing." he turned to me. "what are you standing up there? come here!" he said in disgust. "do this." he handed me a bowl, "put 3 cups of flour, 1 cup of milk, 1 and a half cup of water, 2 tablespoon of sugar, and this stuff here." he ordered pointing at the ingredients. "put them them together on this bowl and mix them. got it!?" after telling me those, he walked out and headed to his room without saying anything.

"oh.. what I'm gonna do?" I told my self. I just did what he ordered me to, but it didn't turned out that way somehow.. I don't know why things go slipped easily when I hold them. you know what I'm saying right? I heard a footsteps towards the kitchen where I'm in. oh no! I need to fix all of this mess now!

"look what have you done here!? oh jezez! you are so dead now meaty!" too late.. but good thing it's just Lance. he seems like a nice guy, not like Brian, his kind of a bossy ass. "what are you making little messy." I heard him chuckling.

"I'm making pancakes" I answered shyly and at the same time embarrassed.

"oh... a yummy pancakes huh? so, did the flour made a fight with you,?" he teasingly said with his cute chuckles. I just smiled.

"kinda..." I sang. then we laughed together. we heard a long lung breathing from the kitchens door. and there was the boss standing..

"do you think its funny?" here comes the madness! "a simple instruction you cannot follow!" he said that in a timid way. "go and clean your self, next time make sure you know what your doing." he said.

"okay.. I'm sorry.."

***

"Zia! where have you been?" Lance hugged me on the door before he let me in. after breakfast I decided to take a walk and look around the area. I spend the whole day sitting on a park and buying some food on the street. I saw Brian sitting on a slouch bag with a remote control on his hand facing on the screen playing some Xbox game.

"have you eaten?" he said without casting me a glance. "if you haven't, there's some food on the fridge that we left for you." what a nice guy, I don't understand him. sometimes his attitude is confusing.

"thanks. but I've eaten already." I said before entering my room. I mean, his room..