Finding Love (Bastard Princess)

"The Ending of Fairy"

Chapter 4

(Jamiella's POV)

I laughed so hard..  he looks terrible when he's afraid. we're at the middle of the big branches of trees and I'm  holding him on his palm.

wait....... we are doing the holding hands thing.. and his palm is so warm, when I look at him he was also staring at me. his gaze are also warm those grey eyes, perfect nose, and kissable lips...

oh' did I just say kissable??

I felt his palm moved..

"are you done mesmerizing over my good looking face?" I suddenly let go of his hand.

"you have now  a crush on me don't you?" he's so into that wide grin on his face, and that made me unease. why is he so natural on being handsome!?

he grabbed my little hand inside his big palm.. and that made me blush for more..

"you blushed a lot, so it's confirm. I'm......"

"that's where I live.." I cut him out on what ever he wants to say by pointing the direction to my place. maybe I have a crush on him, but..it's something that he shouldn't know.

"that's wonderful..." I saw him with his mesmerizing look towards my tree house.

it's kind of big and wide and it's at the middle of the Forrest and high above the tallest tree of all trees on that area. we climb up and he was just roaming around the house while I was getting my stuff out from my bag.

"hey look! there's a palace out there! and there's the twin resort!?" he was so excited like a kid. I just smile at him. his talking about grand dad's house on the other side.

"come let's eat!" I call him to dig in. we don't have real food. you know what I mean? I only have this junk food that I have brought inside my bag.

"so... fairies do eat junk foods?"  he ask with the smile. i felt guiltiness  inside of me. I think, I must tell him the truth right now.. I don't want to make a fool out of him anymore.

"actually... um.... I, I'm not a real fairy.." I mumbled on stammering way. he was just staring at me sitting in front, across to where I sat at  the wooden floor of my tree house.

"I'm sorry I deceived you." I said in a lower tone..

"I know..." he mumbled.

"I actually know you.."

wait.... what!!?? he know me!?

"Jamiella..."

and he even knows my name!!

"I'm sorry I pretend not to know who you are.."

so he really know who I am? but who is he??

"you know me? how?.. and why you pretend not to know me? why calling me a fairy?! so all this time you where laughing on me buying those fairy stuff?! you played me!! I hate you!! I hate you! I hate you!!"

I exclaimed and shouted, you know the feeling right? he deceived me... I was a fool... an idiot... my tears just flow down.. I can't face him anymore.

"get out of here!! now!!"

"jam.. I'm so sorry... come on'  don't cry....please I'm sorry.." 

he come close to me, and he tap my shoulder. I took his hand off of me.

"don't touch me! I hate you! your making a fool out of me!" I turn my back at him so he won't see my tears although he knew that I'm already crying.

"I know.. I was wrong.. I pretended of not knowing who you are, but I was just kidding and I wasn't expecting for you to buy it, but you did..."

"so you're saying that it was my mistake?"

"no.... what I'm saying is that.. I'm so sorry please.. forgive me.. and please stop crying.."

who cares if he sound so sweet and warm. I did not turn around to face him. there comes the silence and then I heard him shout.

"ouch!! oh! jezzz!!" he sounds like hurting or something just came up like an ant bite him or whatever, he looks like in pain when i turn to him, he's holding his right foot and his head was on his left knee facing down. I immediately draw my self close to him, down the wooden floor of my tree house.

"are you okay!?" I said on my worried voice. he did not say anything..

"hey.. you okay? what happen?" I held him on his pained foot in front of him.

"what..? is this painful? what happen? talk to...." I look up to his face and I found him staring at me, we were that  so close.. his grey eyes made me shut. and suddenly my heartbeat stop..

"no its not." he really is serious right now.

"then you were just pretending again?" he come closer to me..

"yes... so I can be this close to you.." he said, with the smirk on his face.

"and I can do this to you!"

what?!! he grabbed me to his chest for a hug.

"what are you doing? let go of me!" I was pushing him, but his arms around me was too hard to unlock.

"not until you forgive me..." he sang with the soft voice.

"I'm sorry.. please don't get mad at me.." I heard him whispering to my ear. I did not answer.

"your not answering.. why?" he sang.

"if you don't answer or you don't accept my apology, I would love to think that you like my arms around you, or my smell, or you just love being imprisoned on my chest.?"

what did he just say!!?? and he really have the guts to grin at my face!? oh' my gee!!

"you and your big head!!" I exclaimed at his face. "in your dreams mister!! now let go of me!!" he just laugh.. and I can smell his breath, why he smell so good.. even his breath... my grand dad's breath don't smell like this,. not that I'm smelling grand dad's breath, its just that, he don't smell like this guy..

"hey! you okay?" he woken me up from my deep thinking. "if you don't close your lips I will kiss them."  he said smirking. shame on me! how can my mind go somewhere and leave my mouth wide open.? I blushed from embarrassment.

"let go of me.." I wasn't exclaiming anymore, and I keep my eyes out of his face.

"so.. you forgive me now?" he asked.

"okay!.. just let me go..!" he then took his arms off of me.

"that's my girl! your so cute.." he said with a big smile. and that made me blush more..

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sorry.. too short..

my vocabulary is not working.

I'll do better next..