Have you ever felt so much in pain that numbness started to consume you?
Have you ever feel so dismal that numbness consumed you?
Your stomach gives an uncomfortable churn.
Your chest gives a painful twist that...
It aches so badly that you feel that you can no longer breathe?
Everything is absolute shit. It is not any like any crappy that you had. This is far more worse.
Despite the fact that you want to look at the brighter side, you still couldn't.
Something is definitely missing.
It feels like there was a big a hole — a missing piece that was taken by force from you.
Sadness and loneliness quickly consume you.
However, you still can't feel anything at all.
Absolutely nothing.
Nada.
Even though, the whole world is already upside down and crumpled on your feet.
Your heart has broken into million of pieces.
Tears streaming down your cheeks.
And you still feel numb.
Maybe it is because you are used to the pain, the ache, the loss.
Sadly, you accustomed to feeling this way.
Here she was standing underneath the shower head.
Streams of cold water pouring down from her hair, down to her naked body and to the bathroom floor. Despite the coldness from the rain outside and water temperature, she still doesn't feel anything at all. It rwas complete numbness to the feeling.
Maybe the numbness was already inside her — a part of her.
Her eyes were still puffy and baggy at the same time. Dark circles under her eyes.
If you closely, you can perceive the sadness and tiredness behind those dark brown orbs.
The last time that she was under the shower head, she wasn't alone.
He was there with her.
They were naked.
His arms were wrapped around her waist, whilst the water cascaded on their soaked body.
His lips trailed from her jaw down to his neck as her head was tilted from the side to give him access.
The room filled with her moans and his grunts.
It was rough.
Hard.
And absolutely wet.
It was just innocent meet-ups at first until she seduced him to bed.
Every one at work noticed the sexual tension between both of them when they first met.
She just came back from a work trip in Milano and her best friend slash work associate invited her to a party (in celebration of a successful turn-over in the company) on a Friday night. She was never fond of loud parties, and the crow, and would usually turn her friend down, since she was more of a stay at home kind of woman; binge watching Netflix documentary, whilst nursing herself a glass of red wine. Her friend, Liza didn't stop from pursuing and annoying her until she agreed.
So, she did for her own sake.
Nadine was used to get attention from men. Throwing glances at her, looking at her from head to toe with hunger and lust in their eyes.
