Becoming Queen

Chapter 10 // The Changes

I think I failed to see the point of life. I only had one life, I couldn't waste my life on being a depress, lonely teen. We're still young, I still had eighty years ahead of me, maybe even ninety. I wasn't myself anymore. This time, I'm thinking ahead. My future became open and brighter. I couldn't get it out of my head.

"I'm going to Europe!"

I couldn't believe it! Slowly, I stuck my head out my bedroom door and looked both ways. "Good, they didn't hear me."

I thought far ahead, but didn't think far enough. "How am I gonna walk out the door without them asking?" I took a sheet of paper from my desk and started writing.

Dear Constance and 2 others,

I will be gone for a couple of days. Don't bother looking for me, you won't find me.

Ps. Call in sick for me

-Isa

Yes, I am that mad at my parents. This is the hardest time of my life, I couldn't be lied to anymore. I felt alone. This was the only choice I had. All I wanted was it to be easier for me. In the other hand, I felt bad for Constance for being in the middle of it. I don't think she would forgive me for breaking our promise. My anxiety started to kick in, and I became even more worried. I would be back in 4 days top, I'll be fine.

I took the Tiara out of the box and placed it on my bed. "What do I bring now?" I looked around the room and notice my stuffed bear. I took Mr. Stuffington and placed him gently in my backpack. I also packed some books  and my laptop. "Do I pack some clothes?"

"No, he said they had it covered." I just got to wait til 8:00 PM. I took my laptop out of my bag and went on Netflix. The only movie I didn't finish watching was "The Titanic". I had to use up two hours of my time into it. The hours of the clock went by slowly. I just got to wait when the time is right.

*End of Movie ~ 7:52PM

My eyes teared up and my mind went crazy. "WE ALL KNOW THEY COULD OF FIT ON THAT ONE DOOR!" I got the tissues from my desk and blew my nose. I looked out the window and notice it was getting dark. The clock on my wall ticked.

"Oh shoot!" I hurried and threw my laptop back in my bag. I put on my jacket and shoes, and threw my bag out the window.

"I guess I'm going out from this way." I climb down the tree right outside my bedroom's window. A slight drip of water fell on my face.

"Oh no..." More and more drips of water come falling down. I hurried down the tree. "Uh, Isa?" I froze and slowly turned around.

"Oh, it's just you Breyer." Breyer stood there, with my bag. "I thought you were going to use the door like a normal person."

"Shut up,"

"Uh, okay?" He walks me the car before it rains hard. I took a deep breath and followed him. He stayed silent, I couldn't tell what he was thinking. He looked emotionless. I grabbed his sleeves and stopped walking.

"Huh?" His emotions started to show. He looked confused. "I'm nervous..." He stopped and looked at me. "Sometimes being confident makes you look tough."

"What?"

"My mother once told me that my father would always say that to me." Every time he talked about his father, he always looked slightly sad. "Okay, I'm not nervous anymore." The sky became pitch black and the rain came down hard. I didn't move one bit. I just stared at his face. He looked more lost in the world than me. I knew this feeling exactly, the feeling of isolation.

He uses his coat to block me from the rain. "Why are you standing there!?" He took my hands and ran. I looked down at our hands and smirked. I felt warmer all of a sudden. I didn't even notice we had made it to the limos. There was two limos parked around the corner from my house.

He opens the car door and waits for me to get in. I slowly get in, one foot at a time. Breyer followed right after. He throws his coat on the other seats and sits right next to me. It was just me and him in one car alone.

"Where is the other men from yesterday?" I asked, looking at the empty seats. "They're in the other car." I scoot over a bit without him noticing. I did a pretty bad job on scooting over without him noticing. I heard him scoff. I look up and saw him smirking.

"Are you uncomfortable?"

"No, I'm fine." He smirks and just sits on the seats in front of me.

*BUZZ BUZZ BUZZ*

My phone started to buzz rapidly. Breyer stares down at my hands. "Aren't you gonna answer that?"

"I'm not gonna answer it." I hung up and just shoved my phone in my backpack. "I'm guessing your parents don't know where you're going, right?"

"Why do you think that?"

"Hmmmm, I don't know, maybe because you climbed down a tree to get here, or maybe that's your parents calling right now, take a guess."

"It's just a family misunderstanding."

The whole ride, he didn't bring up anything. I sat there, soaked. My head was dripping with water and my eyes had its own water coming down. I was crying again. I ran away from home, not knowing where I was going.

    I suddenly felt safe again. Breyer sat right next to me and held my hands for comfort. I didn't even notice he moved, that's how zoned out I was. He faced the window, not even looking at me. His hand sat right on top of my two hands. The feeling felt nice, really nice.

"I didn't see anything." He said, facing the opposite direction. I pulled my hands away to wipe my tears. "If you didn't see anything, then why did you hold my hands?"

"Oh, shut up!" He gives me a dirty look. "If you keep making those faces, you're gonna have a wrinkly face." He rolls his eyes and goes back to his seat. I started smiling again and my mind was thinking about something else. How does he always get me to stop crying?

      The car stopped moving and the engine turned off. "We're here!"

Right here, right now, my life is about to change.