Dream

Chapter 21

 Two weeks? Kendrick hasn't been in class for two weeks? Where is he? Has something horrible happened to him? Or has he left me without saying goodbye just like Noah. Noah. My love for him has definitely drifted...I texted him the other day about him leaving and he merely replied with...

Noah: i must 4got 2 tell u. my bad.

        What the heck! I guess he never really cared about me? After all we've been through....whatever! I'm just done, but back to Kendrick....I don't like this...not seeing him. He's my friend...even if he ignores me...or flirted with me constantly while I was with Noah. Noah....God...why does everything led back to that scumbag! I shake the thought of Noah for good as I walk up the driveway of....Kendrick's house. His car was in the driveway....it was the only car in the driveway. He must be home alone. Perfect! I walked up to the door and rung the doorbell. There was no answer. Maybe he wasn't home- No! There's no way...I rang the doorbell again...and again...and agai- the door swung open.

        "WHAT!?" Kendrick yelled...then his eyes settled. He saw me.

        "Sorry...."I sighed...suddenly feeling lost for words. His eyes grew kind...then narrowed.

        "Why are you here?" He hissed. I swallowed hard...but I balled my fist.

        "Why aren't you in school?" I asked. He looked away and fake coughed.

        "I'm....sick." He tried to close the front door, but I stuck my foot in the way and walked in. He smirked as he closed the front door.

        "Ok...sick boy....where is your kitchen?" I asked. 

        "Why?" He asked...trying not to smile.

        "I want to make you soup...since you're um....sick, right?" I raised my eyebrow at him.

        "You don't have to do that..." He sighed.

        "Of course I don't, but I will if I have to. If you're sick...I will make you soup...and get you medicine....if you're hurt...I will take care of you....if you're missing from school...I will worry!" By this time we were face to face. I jabbed my finger into his chest," Please don't make me worry anymore." I was kinda tearful, but I help the tears in. I was strong. He could sense my almost tears. He brushed his thumb across my cheeks.

        "Sorry..." He smiled. I felt his hand on my waist...our eyes locked.

        "So why weren't you in school?" I asked. He winced," You don't have to tell me...It was because of me...wasn't it?" I asked. He nodded. My heart chipped. I made him not want to come to school...because I was too busy falling in love with a scumbag...well...I'm not gonna hurt him again. Not this time.

         "It's just...I love you." He sighed.

        "I love you, too..." I added.

        "I know....as a friend."

        "Maybe...I love you more?" His eyes lit up....then he slowly placed his lips on mine....our lips moved as one as his hands tightened. One on my waist...the other cuffed behind my head....rubbing through my hair. His tongue teased me...He brushed it across my lips, it made me giggle, which helped him slide his tongue it. It was nice...kissing him. I felt him lift me up...I wrapped my legs around him as he carried me up his stairs....I was just so lost in the kiss....I didn't realize we were laying in his huge, comfy bed. I grabbed the collar of his shirt and pulled...until his shirt was off. We laughed a little...as we starred at each other....I was pinned under him...His brown eyes on me. Not blinking....not moving.

        "Kristina....why are you so beautiful?" He asked as his lips touched my neck...I arched my back...it felt so amazing...i let out soft moans....I whispered his name in his ear....He continued....harder...faster...yet...gentler. His lips moved to my jaw...them my bottom lip. I gasped with delight. I could feel him chuckled. It tickled me...causing me to laugh.

        "Kendrick....." I moaned. He moaned to me...His lips moving to my chest...His hands sliding up my shirt.....why wasn't i stopping him. I couldn't...it felt so right.....His head slowly raised up...and I quickly pressed my lips to his before he could do anything else...I rubbed my hands along his chest....he pulled my face in more. It was obvious we both wanted more....I let my fingers run down to his belt buckle....he quickly stopped my hand. I pulled out the kiss," What's wrong?" I gasped.

        "I don't want us to move to fast..."He smiled. I couldn't help but smile back as I lunged onto him.....kissing his whole face. I knew he didn't want to stop me, but he did it to make sure we didn't rush things....wait...

we?

        Does this mean.....we....are a thing? I can't lie...i want it....i want a relationship with Kendrick so bad.....the being friends thing isn't working....especially if we've gone this far....That's when I realized...I spaced out....I blinked and saw that Kendrick was just starring at me confused.

        "Sorry!" I gasped....I tried to kiss him, but he stopped me.

        "What were you thinking about?" He asked.

        "Nothing...."I lied.

        "You made your thinking face....so I know you were thinking about something."

        "Thinking face?" I asked.

        "Yeah...you kinda squish up your nose and narrow your eyes. You look so cute when you do that face, but don't change the subject....tell me what was going on in your mind."

        "Are we....together?" I asked. I closed my eyes. I didn't want to see his reaction. He didn't speak, I just felt his hands....they caressed my cheeks and tucked my hair behind my ears. I opened my eyes...he was just starring at me. I blinked," Are we?" I leaned up...scared that we weren't, but he pulled me back and tucked me underneath him.

        "Of course we are." He kissed me, then pulled back," I love you, Kristina...."

        "I love you, Kendrick." I said it. I meant it. I felt it.