Okay guys thanks for all the reads votes and comments.
Now onto the story...
p.s. Im skipping to a couple of months.
{Alexander} =2 months later=
its been a couple of months since Philip and I have made love but there is something that's been bothering me for a while he's been very distant with me and I feel as if I did something wrong and I don't know what in a few days will be my 28th birthday and im very nervous and excited.
Right now im doing dishes because I quit my job at the firm its been a really hectic week Philip is throwing me a party with all of my friends and family and I can't wait to see them again also Sharon and I have been hanging out a lot but something is very wrong with her she doesn't seem like herself back then she's always taking phone calls and when she does she stares at me everytime someone on the phone answers back but I just put it behind me and ignore it.
I am so into my thoughts I don't hear Philip call my name"Alex baby!"
"huh oh uh what?"I turn around he just chuckles and smiles at me.
"I said what do you want for dinner?"
"Can we just order Chinese!"he nods and dials the Chinese restaurant.
I finish up the dishes as Philip puts the phone down"Alex baby you okay?"
"yeah im fine why?"he shrugs and hugs me from behind.
"just curious you seem distant in your own little world!"I scoff and push away from him.
"im the distant one!"I look at him"your the one being distant for the past two months ever since we made love did I do something wrong? was I not good enough?"Philip looks at me incredulously.
"of course not you were amazing that night and im not being distant baby you'll just have to wait a couple of more days and you'll know why im being distant okay but I promise you are good enough and I love you for being special and being the only man for me okay?"I smile and give Philip a kiss the doorbell rings Philip runs out of the kitchen and goes to pay for the food he comes back and we eat.
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{The bastard oops I mean Johnathan}
"Have you found him yet?"I ask my incompetent private investigator.
"No, Mr.Smith I haven't he's a hard kid to track!"I groan.
"well, get the fuck on it I want him found so I can bring him back home!"I don't let him finish as I hang up.
I get up and go into my fridge and grab a beer and my photo album of me and Alex together I open up the first page and run my finger over his face.
sometimes I wonder how he's doing? if he's found somebody else? I DONT care if he found someone Alex is and will be mine.
six months ago I found out im bipolar and have depression since my Alex left me I miss him so much.
Ring Ring
I grab my cell off the table and read an unknown number I answer it curiosly.
"Hello?"a female voice speaks up.
"Hi is this Johnathan Smith?"
"yes this is he, who may I ask is calling?"She giggles through the phone.
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Abusive Love {BoyxBoy}
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