Abusive Love {BoyxBoy}

°Abusive Love° Chapter 18

{Philip} (Yay)

I never thought I would fall in love with my half brothers friend but it happened when I first saw Alexander I thought he was going to be one of those shy,scary looking emo guys (Side note:Not to offend anyone) but he wasn't he's a decent genuine guy and I couldn't stop staring at him he was gorgeous but from my perspective he looked like he was hurt in the past mentally and physically don't think im a perv but when he bent over his shirt rose up and I could see scars I wanted to reach out and touch them feel his soft skin under my fingers kiss every scar until his pain went away he'll tell me about his past when the time is right tonight im taking him out to show him im different then the men he's dated before I want to be there for him no matter what.

"so what do you think about Alexander?"Caleb asks me taking a sip of his beer.

"He's gorgeous and amazing I think im falling hard for him. Has he ever mentioned his past before?"he shakes his head.

"No, he hasn't but he is an amazing guy!"I smile I am determined to make him happy and mine.

6pm

"Okay im on my way be there in 15 minutes!"I tell Alex

"okay!"Alex says.

I drive the fifteen minutes to Alexanders hotel I pull up to the curb and wait for Alexander five minutes later Alexander walks out and one word describes Alex gorgeous he had on black skinny jeans a red button up and black converse his hair was in a quaff. Damn its official I want him.

I get out of my car and greet Alex with a kiss on the cheek"You look great Alex"he blushes.

"thanks you too!"Alex says.

we climb into my car and drive to my favorite sushi place (Side Note: sorry don't know any sushi places in new York) we get out and get a table "hello can I get you something to drink?"a tiny Asian man asks pulling out a pad and pen.

"Pepsi for me please!"Alex asks.

"For you sir?"the man asks.

"Same!"I say looking at Alex the man walks away to get our drinks Alex clears his throat.

"why are you staring at me like that?"he asks shyly.

I shrug"your just too beautiful im not trying to make you out to be a woman its just okay im going to be honest with you I like you alot maybe even love I haven't felt this way in a long time I just when I first saw you at Caleb and Shelly's house I want you Alex I want to show you I can be good for you can I ask you a question and if you don't want to answer it that's fine but um where did you get the scars on your back?"I look at him and his body is stiff."You don't have to answer that im sorry!"He shakes his head.

"its okay, I want to be honest with you and I think im falling for you too!"he says blushing.

"I first met Johnathan at a coffee shop that I worked at and he was sweet and an all around good guy we went out on a couple of dates and we instantly clicked I thought he was a sweet person we dated for a while and then things started change he would get angry at little things like me being late or talking to another guy he promised to take care of me that he wouldn't ever lay a hand on me and he lied-!"

"you don't have to finish!"he shakes his head.

"No, I want to tell you everything, I want to be honest. Anyways Johnathan and I started out great then one night I came home late and he got all pissed off and so he got angrier and left he came back home drunk off his ass we got into a fight with yelling and then he hit me and then he raped me that same night and after he was done I never felt so disgusted with myself I felt dirty and gross then another time we got into a fight because I embarrassed him in front of his co-workers and he tied me to the bed on my stomach and whipped me on my back and I fell into unconsciousness the next couple of weeks I had a plan to leave so three weeks ago I ran away while he was on a trip with his friends my brother Cameron came and helped me leave so now im here and Johnathan is looking for me but Cam said he wont tell him im here im so scared he'll find me and take me back!"Alexander says with tears in his eyes I stand up and sit next to him taking him in my arms I whisper sweet nothings into his ear.

I grab his face and look into his eyes"Alex look at me I will never ever dream of hurting you I would never lay a hand on you I want to be here for you I will never let him take you back or hurt you ever again I promise!"he cries harder and holds me tight.

"thank you so much Philip!"I kiss his cheek and sit back in my spot when the waiter comes with our drinks"okay what can I get you guys!"she asks setting our drinks down.

"we'll have my usual!"she smiles and walks away.

"Thank you for taking me out and not judging me!"

"your welcome!"our food comes and we chow down.

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"I had a great time Philip!"Alexander says in the car.

"im glad well tomorrow I will pick you up and help you pack okay!"he nods as we pull up to the hotel.

"okay!"he smiles looking at me, I can't help but lean in I capture his lips with my own his lips are soft and plump I lick his bottom lip for entrance which he gives our tounges fight for dominance which I gladly win his hands wrap around my neck bringing me closer I grab his face and give him a small Peck"I'll see you tomorrow good night!"he smiles and starts to open the door but I pull him back and give him one final lingering kiss.

"good night Philip!"Alex gets out and I drive home smiling.

best night ever.

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