okay hey guys now I have some bad news i broke up with my Boyfriend but its whatever I will have more time to update and also im not like those girls who cry about it because well he was ignoring me anyways and I hate guys like that anyways enjoy my story
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{Alexander}
6 months later.
{Graphic abuse. you've been warned)
pain that's all I felt unbearable excruciating pain I couldn't move it felt as if my body was on fire I can't stand this anymore the pain and abuse is too much.
"please stop!"I whimpered as Johnathan kicked me in the ribs.
"Who the fuck do you think you are talking to me like that huh!"He yells and grabs me by my neck.
"I im s sorry I didn't mean to contradict you!"I cry harder.
"you embarrassed me in front of my co-workers and my staff do you know how bad it made me look when my Boyfriend thinks he can do better then me well baby you're mistaken you don't ever contradict me!"He throws me across the room my back hits the wall.
I try to get up but scream out in pain"please im sorry it wont happen again!"I whimper holding my ribs.
"you're damn right it wont happen again!"He walks over to me"please don't!'he picks me up and throws me over his shoulder and walks into our room and throws me on the bed.
"im going to teach you a lesson you wont forget and if you disobey me again and make me look like a fool in front of important people you'll get it ten times worse!"he walks to our dresser and takes out a belt and a scarf.
I crawl backwards"Please don't im sorry!"I yelp when he drags me down by my feet I kick and scream.
"Stop moving god damn it or im gonna make it worse!"I try pushing him away but he slaps me hard in the face.
Johnathan grabs some duck tape and tapes my hands and feet to the bed posts on my stomach"please don't I don't want this!"Johnathan grabs the scarf and wraps it around my mouth.
"your getting ten lashes for making me look like an idiot!"I turn my head and see he has the belt up in the air I hear a woosh sound and then feel the sting of the belt I scream through the scarf my eyes start to blur as my world fades to black I finally pass out from the pain.
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…The Next Day…
why me god what have I ever done to make him do this to me?
I really couldn't think of an answer for that question I can't do this anymore I feel as if my life is going nowhere I can't be with him anymore I love him and he says he loves me but love isn't supposed to hurt help me somebody its time for me to leave I planned it in my head when I woke up around two in the morning the pain was unbearable I finally decided that next week im running away from the man I used to love I don't want to be hurt anymore I've had enough I can't live with the constant pain.
"baby im so sorry I never meant any of this!"Johnathan cries lies lies lies that's all I hear out of his mouth he isn't sorry no man is sorry for abusing the one they claim to love.
I fake a smile"its okay im sorry for making you feel stupid in front of your co-workers it was my fault I deserved it!"I hiss when I try to move.
"oh baby come here!"Johnathan wraps his arms around me. this is the last time he gets to hug me.
"lets start you a bath hmm!"I nod Johnathan picks me up bridal style into the bathroom and sets me down on the counter.
He walks over to the shower and turns on the water filling the bath with warm water"I'll be right back!"he runs out of the bathroom and comes back into the bathroom with milk and honey.
"what are you doing with that?"I ask him my eyebrows scrunch together.
"its supposed to help the sting I went online yesterday after you passed out and they say it works!"john pours two cups of milk and uses the whole bottle of honey.
He mixes it around and walks over to me he strips me down to nothing and carefully picks me up slowly laying me down into the bath the water stings but once im all the way submerged the pain goes away slightly.
"okay relax im going to be back in an hour!"He kisses my cheek and runs out of the bathroom'Finally'I mentally groan.
I lay back and let sleep consume me.
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×1 hour later×
"Baby wake up!"a soft voice calls out to me.
I slowly open my eyes and see Johnathan smiling down at me I fake a smile "come on baby you fell asleep in the tub!"I groan and stretch but feel no pain.
"How come I don't feel the pain!"I ask.
"look at your back!"I get out and turn around my naked back exposes light plump pink gashes.
"it worked!"I smile.
"baby let me make it up to you how about a nice romantic dinner and a movie here at home? what do you. say?"I fake a smile and nod.
"okay good well go sit on the couch and I will make dinner! how does a pot roast, potatoes and a side salad and then wine?"I nod and go sit on the couch.
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Okay guys part two will be up next.
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Abusive Love {BoyxBoy}
CasualeMy Name Is Alexander Marks Im 22 Years Old And Im A Emo Gay And Abused By My Boyfriend Johnathan Smith He's Much Older Then I Am He's 30 And Hot But That's Beside The Point He Hurts Me But I Don't Want To Leave Why You Ask? Because I Love him… =====...