Abusive Love {BoyxBoy}

°Abusive Love° Chapter 9

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{Johnathan}

Beeep Beeep I move my hand across the table and slap off the clock I open my eyes but then close them again ugh fucking sunlight.

I go to wrap my arm around Alex when I feel the empty spot "where'd he go!"I mumble and walk into the kitchen and find Alex's back turned towards me I smile and walk up behind him "Morning baby!!"I kiss his neck and his body freezes.

"what's the matter?"I spin him around and gasp. "omg baby what the hell happened!"He glares at me and pokes me in the chest.

"You happened, you did this to me!"he sobs pointing at his face and body.

I look at him confused and realize what he meant me coming home drunk, beating him up and and raping him"Oh baby boy im so sorry I didn't mean to, oh god baby!"I wrap my arms around him 'what have I done'

"Y you promised you wouldn't hurt me but you lied, but it was my fault I egged you on while you were drunk and that's when it happened!" He cries wrapping his arms around my neck clinging onto me tightly.

"I am so so sorry baby I love you can you forgive me?"He pulls away and nods smiling.

"I love you 2. and yes I forgive you!"He smiles wiping off his tears.

"Okay baby go take a nap I gotta get some work done k?"He nods and walks upstairs to our bedroom.

I run my fingers through my hair I couldn't believe I had hurt him maybe im just like my father

Flashback Johnathan age 6.

"you stupid bitch how could you do this to us!"My angrys fathers voice drifted into my room I woke up and slowly crept downstairs, when I reached the corner I saw my mother on the ground crying.

"im sorry Thomas I never meant for it to happen it just did!"My mother sobs uncontrollably.

My father walks over to her and picks her up by her neck"you think that im going to believe the lies that come out of your whoring mouth, you cheated on me with my best friend john and now your gonna see what it feels like to be in pain!"He lifts his hand and backhands my mother across the face she flies crashing against the floor. She tries to walk away when my father punches her in the jaw.

after a few more kicks slaps and punches my mothers body isn't moving"Daddy please stop it!"I run from the corner.

"son what are you doing up?"

"I heard noises is momma gonna be okay!"he steps closer to me and crouches down to my level he puts his hands on my shoulders.

"yes mommy will be fine she did something unforgivable and she had to be punished!"I nod.

"like when I break something?"He nods.

"but mommy deserved what she got. let me tell you this son if the person you love no matter a man or woman does something unforgivable they get what mommy got okay son. Now off to bed!"He turns me around and pats my butt and points to my room, I walk to my room and get in my bed and think about what my daddy said and he was right.

×present×

When I look back on it my father wasn't the most liked man, when my father divorced my mother he took me away from her and we moved to Texas and after we moved here when I was 25 my father passed away that day I promised my father I would keep him proud I was a news reporter since I turned 24 and I loved it and still do anyways back to Alexander im gonna try to control my anger with him.

I sigh im gonna control myself oh how wrong I was!!!
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Okay guys I know its short but I wanted to show you why Johnathan is the way he is!! now the next couple chapters will be in Alexanders pov thanks guys.

until next time duckies :)