One Hundred Sleepless Nights With Him

Day.5

Jade's pov

I've been here for five days now and that static voice is still there. It always says that me being here I bad and Jeff and it still haven't found out that I can hear it. "Jade are you hungry" I hear Jeff yell out from wherever he is. "Sure" I half mumble half yell only to have to repeat myself when he doesn't understand me. Truth is im not hungry but I haven't eaten more then a slice of bread these last five days so I need to eat. I also haven't slept more then an hour at most and it starting to toll on my mentality. "Here you go im glad your eating again" he says handing me plate with a grilled cheese on it. "Thanks" I mumble half heartedly and he looks at me with a pointed expression but its hard to read due to his lack of eyebrows, eyelids, and has permanent smile.

"A-Are you ok" he asks timidly with a little stutter, it was honestly cute but that's probably the lack of sleep talking. "Yeah im fine" im not but why would I tell him that."You sure"he asks and just like five days ago I snap. "I already told you im fine so why do you leave it, maybe your the one who's not ok" I instantly regret it as soon as I say it. Why do I do that he was just making sure I was ok? "Im so sorry I don't mean it" I always mess everything up, why do I have to be mean to the people who worry about me? "Its fine uh don't worry about it I get it" he says and walks out. "Thanks for the food" I call out hoping he hears me.

He's left me alone for most of the day and I've felt bad most of the day. I stand up from my bed and start heading towards the door. As soon as I open the door though im greeted by him with his hand raised ready to knock. "I uh I wasn't sure if was gonna knock or not" he looks awkward as he puts his arm down. "Its fine I just wanted to apologize I shouldn't have snapped at you. I don't know I blow up on people when they worry about me or when im sad" I used to know but over the years I forgot. "Its because its easier to be angry then sad its your coping mechanism" I stare at him shock because that's a perfect way to describe it. "Or um I think" if his skin turns a slight pink buts almost invisible under his pale skin. "No that's exactly it how did you know" it sounds like how would have explained it back when this all started happening, but the only person I would have told that to was Jeff. There's no way that this Jeff is my old best friend and rock. Its all just a coincidence.

"Well one that we got that out of the way do you wanna watch a movie" he asks looking down and kicking his feet. He's so precious for someone who kidnapped me. "Sure i'd love to" faking smiles and enthusiasm is great for times like this. Its not like I don't want to watch a movie with him because trust me I do, its just I don't feel happy or enthusiastic or anything really, just sad or angry. "You know I think I've told you this before but for someone who kidnapped me your strangely nice" its not just that he's oddly nice but its like we've been friends for a while. Just the way he puts up with my outburst of anger or sudden lack of feeling.

We watch The Nightmare On Elms street after agreeing on watching a classic horror movie. But after that and a few episodes of American Horror Story I go back to my room saying im going to sleep even though I know im just gonna stare at a wall until I get bored and then come back out here. I don't want him to know about my insomnia but its kinda hard for him to not realize because I've done the same thing the last five days. Then again he's been distracted by the static voice if that's even real. Its probably not im just crazy, or that's just easier to believe then saying there's a voice in the static.

'So have you gotten rid of her yet' its been a few hours since I left and the static voice is back. They always comes at exactly 3:37am every day never a minute late or early. Its always 3:37. "I thought I told you she had to go its dangerous she could tell the authorities" whoever this thing thinks they are needs to get of his high horse and calm down. Im not gonna tell anybody about how I agreed to spend 100 days with my kidnaper by my own free will. Besides what would say yeah I was kidnapped but only for  like thridy minutes because then I kinda agreed to stay with him. Then when they ask who I got away I would have to say oh yeah he let me out. All I have to say for whither or not he hurt me is that he wouldn't do that's he's a very nice dude.

"You know Jeff I really don't care if she doesn't have anyone to tell and that she won't tell the police at this point I just don't want you to get attached again" the voice says but I get stuck on the again if that sentence. Quickly I walk out to the living room. I know I won't accept that he might be my old bestfriend but this voice seems to think that he is. I sit down quietly and fully examine him and think back to the way he acts. They both smile with eyes more then anything else, they both understood that my outburst mean nothing unless we were already fighting. There's so much they have in common but I just dint want to believe it I can't. I can't because that means that something happened to him because the Jeff I knew wasn't the crazy one in our friendship. I was.

"Why is she just staring at you like that I swear if you don't get ri-" he gets off when Jeff turns him off he lasted longer then last few nights, yesterday he turned him off the second he started talking about me. "Whatever" he mumbles under his breathe before looking at me. "Hey what's up" he asks as if that conversation didn't happen but then again im pretty sure that if its real its not something I should hear. "Nothing just woke up and couldn't go back to sleep and figured that you'd be awake" again its not technicality a lie because I slept an hour on day three and I haven't been able to go back to sleep. "Well you guessed right" he laughs lightly. But that's when I say something stupid because even his laugh sounds like his. "You know you remind me of my bestfriend he disappeared when I was thirteen... You know its probably just because I miss him and you have the same name just forget I said anything... Im gonna go back to bed" before he can respond I go back to my room. Im so dumb sometimes why would I tell him that like its a normal thing. It was a bad idea to go out to he talk, my walls crumble when I get to sleepy or it hits a certain hour. I've always called anytime pasted 3am confession hour because its when I feel the weakest and when I open up the most.

I get in my bed and bury myself in my blanket. Why did I say that? Why did I just leave like that? How did he react? Is he really my old friend? Thousands of questions fill my head and what annoys me the most is that I don't have an answer for them. Suddenly I hear a very faint knock on my door and pretend to be asleep. When the door opens and he stays quiet I figure he believes that im asleep. "I know your curious and im sorry I don't have answers" he mummers quietly. "You have to trust me though I'll answer when the time is right and I'm so sorry for allyou went through and for all im putting you through" he pauses and I hold my breathe waiting for him to continue but he doesn't instead he just pulls up my hair slightly and kisses my forehead. "Im sorry" then he's gone and im left pretending to be asleep when im so far from being asleep. So instead I spend the night thinking about Jeff and his words and constantly feel his lips pressed against my forehead.

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Hi! Do you guys like it im not really sure if this is any good but I hope you guys liked it at least. What do guys think will happen next, it will be five days later as all the chapters will be? I'll also be introducing anthor Creepy Past who do you think it'll be?

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