I Miss You • lrh (on-hold)

seven - bowling alley

Jen's POV

"Jen, I loved you since the day we met! I wanted to say that to you but I don't want to lose our friendship." Luke says.

We stay in silent for a moment.

"I love you Jen.. I really do."

I stare at his perfectly deep blue eyes.

Before I knew it he smashes his lips to mine.

I try to get out from his grip but he's too strong.

His lips are soft. Goddamn it, fight this Jen.

He asked for entrance and I didn't let him. And he try again and again and I give up.

Our lips perfectly moved in sync and it's perfect.

I took a fist full of Luke's hair and he moves me closer to him.

Then we pull away looking at each other breathlessly.

"We're never gonna do that again." I growl and he rubs the back of his neck.

"I'm sorry Jen. I couldn't control myself. It's just-" he was cut off as we heard familiar laughters.

Luke took a peek.

"Fuck. It's Amanda and Calum." He says.

"How are we gonna get out of here? I don't wanna leave seeing me and you in the same room in a lingerie shop." I say disgustingly.

"Don't ever tell the boys or Amanda what happened here. Got it? Or I'll rip your throat out." I threathen and he nods quickly.

Why does this need to happen? I don't know if I can trust him again.

I turn off the light in the small dressing room so that Luke won't see me as I change.

"Are you done?" Luke whispers.

"Yes."

"How are we gonna leave without getting noticed by them?" He asks.

I took out my phone and text Amanda.

"Hey, Luke and I are at the department store. Meet us there. xx" we listen closely to their conversation.

"Oh, Luke and Jen are already at the department store. Let's go Cal." We hear the voices slowly fading as it's completely silent.

We got out sighed in relief.

"Phew. We're never gonna do that like ever." I say and left the set of lingerie cause I'm not gonna buy it anyway.

"Maybe next time..." I hear Luke whisper.

No not a chance.

We start to run at the department store to make sure we're gonna be there first before Amanda and Calum.

As soon as we got there catching our breath, no Amanda or Calum spotted.

"Good thing Amanda and Calum are not yet here." I sigh in relief taking a seat on the floor.

It's really silent here since it's us and the 1D boys are the ones here.

He smiles widely and sat next to me.

Uncomfortable silence fell upon us.

"Um.. I'm really sorry for what happened back at the shop. It's just... I really really love you Jen." Luke says breaking the silence.

Why would he love a scarred girl? Nobody would ever.

It's not the time for this.

"Luke. I don't know if I can trust anyone right now. I want us to stay friends until I make up my mind." I explain.