Adam's pov.
I pulled away from the kiss.
I look at everybody, they are all in shock
Why?!?!??
Do they don't believe that I could kiss a girl in pubic and actually mean it?
"Have you guys not seen a kiss before!?!?" I snap
They look away almost embarrassed for starring.
I look back at Shakira. she looks hurt. what for? Does she regret kissing me?
Or is it because people are now starring at her??????
Portraying her as a whor*
No I will not let her be seen like this.
I am going to do something. Shakira is just too nice to be portrayed like this
"This is JUST a JOKE ok?!?" I shout
I look at everybody and I know that they don't believe me.
I look back to Shakira and she has tears in her eyes.
It just hurt me too much to see her this way. Why did I do this to her?
Why did I say it was a joke??!!?!?!
I am so stupid! I'm about to let the girl of my dreams get away. I can't do this to her. I'm not right for her. she is too nice and amazing for me.
I just don't deserve her.
So I ran.
I ran to the nearest class room. I sit down leaning against the wall.
God, what did I just do?
Shakira's pov.
Adam ran. he said it was all a joke. he leaves me in from of my friends, why would he do something like that?
I look back at my friends they all have disappointing looks except Carly, my only true friend that actually understands.
Jake speaks up and said
"We warned you"
I ran the same route Adam did and reached the class room.
I finally reach it and I see Adam sitting against the wall.
I finally speak up and say
"Why Adam, why?"
"It wasn't a joke. the kiss was real" he said
"Then why run?" I ask hurt
"Because you are the most perfect girl that will ever live and I don't want your heart to be broken by someone like me. I don't want to hurt you." he said
"But you wont" I choke out
"I love you so much. I just don't want to hurt you. but I promise we might still be friends" he said
I stayed there silent. he wanted to be friends. but he said I love you. it broke my heart.
"It's ok. I understand why you don't want to talk. I'll go back to my dorm ok? please forgive me one day" he said before walking off to his dorm
I stood there crying
My tears were a mix of anger and sadness.
I sat down against the wall where Adam did and started crying.
I didn't want to get up. I didn't want to think. I didn't want to breath.
All I really wanted was him and now, he is gone. but hopefully not forever.
I found the power to get up and go back to my dorm.
I collapse in my bed and crying myself to sleep still thinking of what Adam said to me.
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I know it's short and
I made it sad :'(
But don't worry. it's not going to be sad for long :)
I will try to update soon! promise!
And yeah.....
BYE!!!!!
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Bad Boy~ Shadam Love Story
FanficWill good girl Shakira fall in love with bad boy Adam? Sorry suck at summaries! ---------- Under copyright! Copyright @chicharitoismybabe 2014