What Just Happened?

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Adam's pov.

I pulled away from the kiss.

I look at everybody, they are all in shock

Why?!?!??

Do they don't believe that I could kiss a girl in pubic and actually mean it?

"Have you guys not seen a kiss before!?!?" I snap

They look away almost embarrassed for starring.

I look back at Shakira. she looks hurt. what for? Does she regret kissing me?

Or is it because people are now starring at her??????

Portraying her as a whor*

No I will not let her be seen like this.

I am going to do something. Shakira is just too nice to be portrayed like this

"This is JUST a JOKE ok?!?" I shout

I look at everybody and I know that they don't believe me.

I look back to Shakira and she has tears in her eyes.

It just hurt me too much to see her this way. Why did I do this to her?

Why did I say it was a joke??!!?!?!

I am so stupid! I'm about to let the girl of my dreams get away. I can't do this to her. I'm not right for her. she is too nice and amazing for me.

I just don't deserve her.

So I ran.

I ran to the nearest class room. I sit down leaning against the wall.

God, what did I just do?

Shakira's pov.

Adam ran. he said it was all a joke. he leaves me in from of my friends, why would he do something like that?

I look back at my friends they all have disappointing looks except Carly, my only true friend that actually understands.

Jake speaks up and said

"We warned you"

I ran the same route Adam did and reached the class room.

I finally reach it and I see Adam sitting against the wall.

I finally speak up and say

"Why Adam, why?"

"It wasn't a joke. the kiss was real" he said

"Then why run?" I ask hurt

"Because you are the most perfect girl that will ever live and I don't want your heart to be broken by someone like me. I don't want to hurt you." he said

"But you wont" I choke out

"I love you so much. I just don't want to hurt you. but I promise we might still be friends" he said

I stayed there silent. he wanted to be friends. but he said I love you. it broke my heart.

"It's ok. I understand why you don't want to talk. I'll go back to my dorm ok? please forgive me one day" he said before walking off to his dorm

I stood there crying

My tears were a mix of anger and sadness.

I sat down against the wall where Adam did and started crying.

I didn't want to get up. I didn't want to think. I didn't want to breath.

All I really wanted was him and now, he is gone. but hopefully not forever.

I found the power to get up and go back to my dorm.

I collapse in my bed and crying myself to sleep still thinking of what Adam said to me.

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I know it's short and

I made it sad :'(

But don't worry. it's not going to be sad for long :)

I will try to update soon! promise!

And yeah.....

BYE!!!!!

~ilovegleeandbones

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