I Hate You, I Love You

WTF

Ashley POV
Ashley in the media

"Mom, dad, I'm home" I say as I walked through the front door
"Hey honey" my mom said
"Your father should be coming home right about now he just left the office about ten minutes ago."
"Okay good because I need to talk to u guys about something... after dinner though." I said once I saw her face drop and a look of worried spread across her face
"Oh what's wrong, honey" she asked
"Uh... I rather wait til dad gets home, and after dinner, is that ok"
"Sure I-i guess" she said
I could tell she was trying to figure out what was wrong before I told her.

Dinner Time:

"Harold, Ashley has something she would like to address us about after dinner."
Why her fake sophisticated dried up weave headass couldn't just shut the fuck up and wait til after dinner.
"Is that right Ashley?" My dad asked
"Yes" I lightly replied
"Okay, well we're almost done"
Usually my mom and I take turns doing the dishes after dinner, but I wanted to stall so I did them instead.

I nervously sat at the kitchen table waiting for my parents to come down.
"Alright ready to talk." My dad asked
He was looking me straight in the eyes making me more nervous by the minute. They sat down and just stared at me. I stared back. My mother still had that stupid ass worried look on her face while my dad had this calm stare. Finally I grew some balls and decided to speak up.
"Well I've been meaning to tell you guys this for a very long time and I wanted to wait for the right moment. I've known this about myself since about 8th or 9th grade...uh... I'm uh...gay."
My father just started dying laughing and I don't know why. I tried to look for the joke in this situation but couldn't find it.
"Honey it's just a phase. Your not really gay. Plus it's wrong in the name of the lord and you haven't even experienced it with another female yet." He said still chuckling a bit while my mother joined him. Only god knows I wanted to slap the shit out of both of them. I just straight faced my parents so they can realize I wasn't kidding.
"Wait you haven't tried it with another female yet... right? My mother asked curiously
I could see both my parents face get real serious
"Yes, actually I have"I said not expecting what was about to happen.
Never in a million would I have ever thought this would happen, my father stood up and slapped the shit out of me.
"How dare you try to be a child of God and go against his word by doing something as nasty and foul as that." He yelled at me
Tears slowly flowed from my eyes. I don't know if it was because of the reaction I got or because I just got smacked out my mind.
"Honey I think your father is right. Well just go down to the church on Sunday and get you saved. Then, you won't have to worry about repeating this sin."
"Your suppose to be my mother and all you do is side with what he says. Why can't you guys just accept the fact that I've made up my mind and that I'm sure of my sexuality. What are you guys embarrassed that you have a gay daughter-
"Ashley st-
"No I'm talking to my mother. I have nothing more to say to you, dad"
"Ashley I promise you your father is right it's just a phase and someone who was clearly sinning was just pleasuring you."
"Bullshit" I scoffed
"Last time I checked we pleasured each other if your both wondering."
I couldn't even look at my mom right now. All she ever did was side with my dad. But I at least thought in this situation she would've helped me out. Nah it's like he has some type of control over her.
"I know you don't want to hear me but this is the last thing I have to say to you. If you don't head to that church and get your black ass saved and shut the hell up with this gay nonsense your out of this house by tonight at exactly 12 tonight."
"Harold" my mother shouted at him
"Trust me Olivia it's for the best"
"Honey please just come down to the church."
"No I'm going to leave instead." I said as I just cold stared my father
"Ashley please don't do this" my mother begged and cried
"It's okay Mom."
"Ashley you will have nowhere to go"
"I'll find somewhere to go"

I packed all my shit and walked out that door without even muttering a goodbye. My father stared at me intently the whole time. I figured that since I walked out on them they wouldn't let me take my black Lamborghini considering my dad paid for it.

Text Messages:
Bestie❤️💋: I did it

My twin👭❤️: did what

Bestie❤️💋: I told my parents I'm gay

My twin👭❤️: how'd it go

Bestie❤️💋: them mfs kicked me out

My twin👭❤️: Wtf did you curse them out

Bestie❤️💋: nah they gave me a choice to get saved or leave and I dipped.

My twin👭❤️: u wanna stay with me

Honestly I really didn't want to be a burden to Lisa so I didn't want to be mean and say no but I didn't want to say yes.

Bestie❤️💋: I'll get something to eat first

My twin👭❤️: Ok

I hope I didn't hurt her feelings. But I could go for a light snack at the chicken spot with my fatass.