I Hate You, I Love You

Shoot ya shot

August 15, 2019
6:00 pm
Ashley POV

I walked up to Alex's door and knocked. She came to the door looking high as hell.
"Aye what's up shawty. How you been?" She ask me
"Alex you high as shit because you just seen me like two days ago."
"Well shit it feel like a month a nigga been bored as shit without no company." I playfully roll my eyes
"What you got in here to eat?" I say excusing myself going to the kitchen
"Damn I can't even get a hi, how you doing Lex? Like the fuck."
"Oh I'm sorry hi how you doing Alex. Damn Alex the only time you keep food in yo house is when I'm over here."
"Not true when I call up my chefs so I can have a fancy meal I make sure u buy a little sum, sum'n. I can't cook though remember."
"Oh yeah we never finished our little cooking lessons before I moved in with Chris. Bitch ass nigga." I mumbled the last part.
"Ooh I heard that, now spill."
"Let's make some nachos since you got sour cream, guacamole, salsa, cheese, tortilla chips, you want ground turkey or ground beef since you got both?" I say ignoring her statement
"Ground turkey. Don't ignore me I know you heard me. Spill."
"I'll tell you when we finish making the nachos."
"Bet."

20 minutes later:
We finished making the tacos and are now sitting at the table, eating and talking.
"So are you going to tell me what happened between you and Chris."
"Ugh, fine." I rolled my eyes
Alex leaned over the table a little more. It kind of freaked me out a little.
"Damn Alex back the fuck up. Why you so close?"
"Cuz Ik this shit bout to be juicy." She said giving me a little more space.
"Umm...Ok...well Chris cheated on me."
"Oh shit. Damn that sucks. How did you find out?"
"When I was dropping Sky off at her house after our little girls night out she wanted me to meet her girlfriend. Long story short we got a nice little surprise when we saw that Chris was fucking Sky's girlfriend, Queen."
"Well shit what was y'all reaction."
"Well Sky had gotten a gun and motioned it as if she was going to shoot they asses. I ended up beating that bitches ass and cursing Chris out."
"Well damn. How you feeling?"
"I feel played but I'm also kind of over it. I was surprised but then yet again not really." I say shrugging my shoulders
"What makes you say that?"
"Well I kind of lost interest in Chris. She was barely home, always in her phone, not giving me any attention. Well at least now I know why. But another part of me feels like this isn't the only reason why she cheated."
"What other reason are you thinking?" She ask
"Sexual frustration. I'm still a virgin. The most we have ever done is oral." I say as Alex eyes go wide.
"What to much information?" I ask
"No I just would've thought y'all would've done it by now."
"Oh yeah." I say chuckling
"Well what you wanna do today to keep your mind off Chris?"
"Well I wanna go see Sky to see how she's feeling."
"Okay, cool. What time you wanna go?"
"How does seven sound."
"Cool."

Alex POV
Yo I'm the happiest nigga right now. Hearing the words of Chris cheated was like music to my ears. That lets me know it was time for me to shoot my shot. I missed once but I can't possibly miss twice in a row.
"Hey ash?"
"Yeah?"
"If Chris wanted to get back together with you would you let her?"
"Depends."
"On what?"
"Well as of now no. And if I'm in a relationship and it's going great and I'm happy then of course not. But if it's crappy and I see that Chris has changed then I'll take it into consideration."
"Oh okay."
"Why you asked?"
"Just wondering."
"Okay." Her saying that just confirms I need to get my A game and hop up on that. And Ashley is still a virgin. Woo hoo life couldn't be going any better right now. Oh yes it could, if only Ash was my girl.

7pm:
We pulled up to Sky house. It was a nice little comfortable condo. Ashley knocked on the door three times waiting for Sky to answer.
"Damn girl you look chopped no cheese." Ashley said
"Shut up Ashley. HEY SEXY! Damn ash you already copped her?"
"No she wanted to come with me to check up on you."
"Aww how sweet. Come in." She says stepping to the side for us to enter.
"Thanks for checking up on me. I really need the comfort. That bitch really put me threw it as you can see."
"No problem." I say
"Have you talked to Queen since?"
"Yeah, but just to tell her to get her shit and go."
"How long has she been staying with you?"
"A few months after we started dating. Her grandmas place was a little too small and she was tired of sleeping on the couch."
"Oh why did she live with her grandparents? Did her parents kick her out?"
"No her grandmother is sick so she came up here to help her out."
"Well I'm sorry to hear that but it still doesn't change the fact of what she did." Ash says
"I know how did you react when you I left?" Sky ask
"I cussed them both the fuck out and beat that bitch's ass."
"Yes bitch I taught you well didn't I?"
"Oh shut up." Ash playfully rolls her eyes. I felt like I was third wheeling lowkey.
"Aww don't be shy honey let's not talk about this anymore it's making Lex feel left out." Sky says
"It's cool I understand what you guys are going through."
"Yeah well🖕🏽both." Sky said
For the rest of the night we all just talked and chit chatted. Ashley agreed that some nights she'll be staying at my house and other nights at Lisa's. She decided to come home with me tonight.😈let the games begin.

And when I get a chance I'll put a pic of Sky's condo but the place I'm at doesn't have the best reception so yeah🤷🏾‍♀️