Abnegation

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A sad looking Uri? Trust me this is so rare it's scary.
" what's wrong?," I ask.
" Are you gonna transfer?," he asks with tears welling up in his eyes. It breaks my heart to see my little twin whose always happy might I add , looking sad.
" Idk, are you," I ask?
I then turn to Zeke and his bestfriend Four who both chose a year ago.
" love you zekie," I say in the sweetest voice I can muster.
" I love you too trissy," he says mocking my tone. 


I turn to see someone staring at me, it's Four. I haven't really talked to him or anything minus helping train him after hours for his initiation. I was his instructor , this year he's mine😈. He is leaving early to set up the nets.

As we arrive I clear my head and somehow begin thinking of tons of prank ideas. As we sit down I zone out until I hear " Uriah Pedrad" as my twin walks down the isle I can't help but feel anxious as to what he'll pick. What if he decides to leave us? He's my best friend. Who else will I prank with, who else will comfort me when I wake up after having a nightmare, who else will I tell my secrets to, he is my best friend. If he leaves, a part of me will surely leave with him. Sure we have our moments of annoying each other and fighting but wouldn't it be weird if we didn't? Who else will share my twin powers?  He's my ride or die , my right hand man, my lil bro, without him who will I protect, fight, and prank???? As he slices his hand and holds his hand over a bowl I turn my head too afraid to look. Until I hear sizzling of the burning coals, and for a minute I can breathe again. I'm so relieved , but now it's my turn. 

" Tris Pedrad" Dad calls with a little smirk on his face. I cut my hand and for a minute I contemplate my decision. Theres no going back. I picture the tall grass and sweet air of amity territory. Everyone's always happy and no one ever worries there. Then again they're too doped up on happy serum and sweet bread to even think. I then picture the ways of the candor pack, no one ever lies, you can trust everyone, and never have to hold your tongue. Then again, you have to be 100% confident with yourself before choosing that because no one will ever try to protect your feelings. I ponder on the technology that erudite brings about, but quickly shut it down when I remember it's like being in school for the rest of your life and people are often very arrogant. I then think of abnegation and how amazing it would feel to dedicate your life taking care of others and I find no faults. I love dauntless I really do, but is it the place for me? I take my hand and begin moving it over the abnegation bowl, I close my eyes, squeeze my palm and just like that I let my blood fall. My pack gasps , some cry, some are completely heart broken Uri and Zeke are balling their eyes out at this point. I also see Four storm out. What's his deal? Everyone is in uproar until.....  I shout 
" You pansycakes didn't think I would really leave you, did you,?!" Amar, my dad's beta, and I  put clear wrap over the sacred pack choosing bowls. I take the wrap off and put my blood in my pack bowl. The crowd roars. This...This is where I belong. 


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I know that Tris comes before Uriah in the Alphabet, boys are first at this ceremony 

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