Divergent Alpha( a fourtris story)

Thinking

For the past week I've been nonstop thinking about the message. I haven't told Four yet but I think he can sense that something is wrong. If I tell anyone they'll treat me like I'm a fragile little girl and try to take care of it as if I can't handle it myself. The other wolves my age are training but seeing as I've already been trained, I won't need to participate. I exercise everyday for 2 hours, and I have to wake up at 5 in order to do so. As I'm in my office setting up files a electric spark flows through me. Then Four walks in. I've been trying all week to block out my emotions so he won't know what's wrong.
"  Hey Tris,"
"Hello, did you need something", I say not daring to look up into the blue orbs that continue to draw me in with every glance.
" only to see you" he says approaching me where I stand. His arms caress my forearms almost like he is daring me look at him.
" you ok," he asks with a voice full of concern.
I continue to look down, "I'm fine four", I reply.
" something is clearly wrong baby and I want you to know you can talk to me. I'm here for you , whatever you need. I can feel the block you are trying to keep on your feelings but trust me princess I will knock ever inch of that wall down. I don't want you to hurt or stress or be in pain and i know we've only been together for a week ,but I have loved you for way longer. Just talk to me.....please" he says slowly decreasing in volume toward the end. His husky voice almost makes me melt as I feel him staring into my soul. He wraps me in a hug, sits me on my desk, gets on his knees and tilts my head so he is looking into my eyes.
" I'm fine four," I say. I hate how weak my voice is, surely giving it away. He lets out a hearty laugh.
" I know better than to believe that" , he says. He looks into my eyes and I cave. I tell him about the text and how much it's worried me.
" Babe you don't ever have to hide something like that from me. If it's worrying you than it's worrying me." He says.
I didn't tell him that I received another text telling me to be at the train tracks tonight at 11. I know he'll tell me not to and that it's a bad idea , but my curiosity gets the best of me.
" Let me see your phone," his voice deep and eyes dark.
" wh -what why?," I ask with a slight stutter.
" to track the number" he says with confusion lying in his eyes.
" no -no it's fine I've got it," " aren't you suppose to be in the control room?", I ask changing the subject.
" don't change the subject on me, y not?" He asks.
" uh... I have to go, I'm uh late for a meeting see you later ", I say turning toward the door.
" ohhh no you don't" he grabs me by my waist, fear building up inside me as I think I was caught in a lie until he says " not without a kiss". His lips smash into mine . Our lips dancing and a fire igniting inside me. Our tongues battle for dominance until I slowly push him off swaying my hips as I walk out leaving him stunned.