Divergent Alpha( a fourtris story)

You say its just a dream

Tris POV

I get to skip the physical part of initiation since I have lived here all my life and am in leadership. The only thing I have to do is see how many fears I have and face the things that terrify me and haunt my dreams the most. No big deal🤷🏾‍♀️. Since I got back the day of initiation Four has been acting weird. He seems relived, but there's something else I just don't know what yet. I didn't know he would take the prank so hard or even care for that matter. 

Today I will face my fears so I can get back to my leadership job and help Four scare the initiates.😂 I walk in the room in sit in the chair I've sat in hundreds of times since the time I was 6. I know what your thinking , who would let their child be put under a simulation that forces them into the worlds they fear the most? Your answer, my parents. I was the bravest little child practically fearless I literally asked for that to be my birthday gift. 🤷🏾‍♀️what I was a weird kid? I'm awoken from my thoughts by Four walking in the room.

" hey," I say.
" hey, you ready" he asks in his amazingly deep, thick, husky voice.
" Yup," I reply popping the p.
His rough yet soft calloused hands move my dull blonde hair from my neck as the needle pierces through my skin. I take a deep breath and right before I enter the dream-like world I hear him say
" Be brave".

My first simulation appears and Zeke and Uriah are on these strangely familiar steel tables strapped down ny their wrists and feet. The smell of bleach and blood fills the room. I try to run to them but as I go to move I feel a searing hot pain in both my wrists and realize I'm handcuffed using silver. I watch as a tear runs down Uriah's face. This sets me off. I begin to thrash against the handcuffs ignoring the pain. When I realize I'm getting no where I calm down. 

Just then two people in lab coats appear and begin walking toward me holding a needle with what i can only assume to be wolfsbane. I close my eyes really tight and just then a key appears in my hands. As soon as I'm free I'm morph into why wolf and attack not stopping until the dream switches. 

I shoot up eyes wide , stand up , and walk out without uttering one word or sparing a glance toward four. I don't know why that one always leaves me shaken up. I go through it again and again and again trying to figure out what it is about it that leaves me feeling as though it is more than just a fear. 

I sit by the chasm as I often do when somethings bothering me and spend the afternoon contemplating the simulation and what it could signify.