desperate [park jihoon]

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"hana?? hana !" daniel calls, shaking the shivering girl violently. 

daniel looks into her tear filled eyes, her face expressionless and broken. the tears falling by itself. daniel feels his heart hurt. 

"fucking bastard" he mumbles to himself. he hears a soft sob and looks down at hana.

he brings her close to his chest, hugging her tightly. he strokes her hair gently as she lets all her pent up emotions out into his shirt, staining the fabric with tears. daniel had an angry expression on his face, thinking of jinyoung hurting her like this. 

hana's sobs echo throughout the bedroom, her arms loosely around daniel's big frame. daniel strokes her hair soothingly. he lets out a sigh.

"shh, it's okay. it's okay"

she finally pulls away, daniel still holding her shoulders, looking at her in worry. she looks at her wrist, the bracelet gifted to her still on her wrist. she stands up from the bed and to the window. 

daniel merely sat on the bed, watching her. he watches her take the clasp off the bracelet, holding it in her fist. she opens the window, aiming her hand back before flinging it forward, sending the bracelet falling from the 9th floor window. 

daniel was shocked. 

he knew how much she treasured the thing after being friends for months. she never took it off, because jinyoung bought it for her. daniel watches again as she stands by the window, looking down at the now broken accessory, looking like a mere ant from the height she stood at. 

"i'm worthless"

surprised, daniel stands up from the bed, approaching her slowly, as if she was a ticking time bomb. 

"i'm so fucking worthless"

"i'm disgusting"

"i'm ugly"

"i'm.. me"

daniel feels anger bottle up in him. after her story on how she suffered from bulimia, he feels angry at jinyoung for making her feel this way again. he's tired of seeing such an amazing person bring herself down. 

"i'm-"

"no, shut up"

she looks at the tall man helplessly, her tired eyes meeting his.

"stop bringing yourself down"

"i cant"

"yes you can"

he holds onto her shoulders, looking her in the eyes sternly. 

"n-no... don't touch me, i'm not worth-" 

"i said stop it!"

she freezes at his outburst, looking at what he's going to do next. he sighs, casting his gaze down to the ground for a moment, before looking back at hana's eyes.

"trust me when i say this"

"you're beautiful" 

hhhh im not good at this send help

has it been a long week? for me it has, but i guess a nice amount of good things has happened to me recently. how was your week?