99 days gone (merome)

Day seventy four

-day seventy four-

I woke up super depressed. I roll out of bed and just lay on the floor. I was super tired because of being happy yesterday, being happy if draining. I sit up and go get some popcorn and lay in bed. after about a hour Adam comes in.

"How you feeling" he asks and I just groan in response and he sits down beside me

"You were happy yesterday though" he says and I just shrug and he sighs and walks out. he seemed a tad angry. I sigh and tear up, I hate making people angry. he doesn't have to worry I will be gone soon. I sigh and cuddle your jacket and sing I'm only human by Christina perry and slowly fall asleep. I love you biggums night an see you soon.

I can hold my breath

I can bite my tongue

I can stay awake for days

If that's what you want

Be your number one

I can fake a smile

I can force a laugh

I can dance and play the part

If that's what you ask

Give you all I am

I can do it

I can do it

I can do it

But I'm only human

And I bleed when I fall down

I'm only human

And I crash and I break down

Your words in my head, knives in my heart

You build me up and then I fall apart

'Cause I'm only human

I can turn it on

Be a good machine

I can hold the weight of worlds

If that's what you need

Be your everything

I can do it

I can do it

I'll get through it

But I'm only human

And I bleed when I fall down

I'm only human

And I crash and I break down

Your words in my head, knives in my heart

You build me up and then I fall apart

'Cause I'm only human

I'm only human

I'm only human

Just a little human

I can take so much

'Til I've had enough

'Cause I'm only human

And I bleed when I fall down

I'm only human

And I crash and I break down

Your words in my head, knives in my heart

You build me up and then I fall apart

'Cause I'm only human