Day thirty three

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-day thirty three-

As soon as I got out of bed today I regretted it. My heart ached for you so bad it hurt to move. I took all the power I have to get out off bed but I did. I need to visit your grave for I haven't in awhile. As soon as I get a bunch of roses and put them at your grave I sing. I know I don't have the best voice and I'm sorry but, on thing I remember havering tons of fun doing with you is singing. we would sing the silliest things like big bamboo. it was the best do I sing. after I sing I go home and lay in bed. I brung you a bunch of roses because I have a feeling I won't be able to come for a little bit because of depression. don't worry biggums I will cope. I haven't been eating nothing but a bowl of cereal every couple of days. I lost a lot of weight. Once I get to bed I take some anti depressants and watch tv until I fall asleep. night biggums, I love you. <3

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