99 days gone (merome)

Seventy six

-seventy six-

I wake up today determined. Determined to see and hear you again. I get up and go to your desktop and pull up YouTube. I had to hear and see you. I don't want my last image of you to be you dead on the floor. I go to your Chanel and watch the most recent blog and grin to myself. I felt fuller and more alive at that moment. I felt somthing inside that wasn't hurt, I felt like a million bucks. I get a picture of of google of you and printed out many copys. I folded one and put it in my pocket and I put one under the bed and pillow and one on the mirror in the bathroom and one in every other room so no matter what I got to see you. I went back to your room and took the pic out of my pocket and sung bring me back to life by evenassance to you. I smile as the tears slowly fall and hold the picture tight. "I love you" I whisper and fold the picture back up and put it in my pocket and lay down. I eventually fall asleep. good night biggums i love you <3.

How can you see into my eyes like open doors?

Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb

Without a soul my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold

Until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)

Wake me up inside

(I can't wake up)

Wake me up inside

(Save me)

Call my name and save me from the dark

(Wake me up)

Bid my blood to run

(I can't wake up)

Before I come undone

(Save me)

Save me from the nothing I've become

Now that I know what I'm without

You can't just leave me

Breathe into me and make me real

Bring me to life

(Wake me up)

Wake me up inside

(I can't wake up)

Wake me up inside

(Save me)

Call my name and save me from the dark

(Wake me up)

Bid my blood to run

(I can't wake up)

Before I come undone

(Save me)

Save me from the nothing I've become

Bring me to life

(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)

Bring me to life

Frozen inside without your touch

Without your love, darling

Only you are the life among the dead

All this time I can't believe I couldn't see

Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me

I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems

Got to open my eyes to everything

Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul

Don't let me die here

There must be something more

Bring me to life

(Wake me up)

Wake me up inside

(I can't wake up)

Wake me up inside

(Save me)

Call my name and save me from the dark

(Wake me up)

Bid my blood to run

(I can't wake up)

Before I come undone

(Save me)

Save me from the nothing I've become

Bring me to life

(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)

Bring me to life