99 days gone (merome)

Day thirty four - day thirty seven

-day thirty four - day thirty seven-

I didn't do much theses days. is lay in bed and cry or stare at the ceiling. but don't worry I'm coming biggums hopefully anyway. it might be a while because I have to wait until the heat cools down because I don't want to go to a mental hospital. I love you biggums and I'm so sorry for everything. I let you down and I know I deeply apologize for that. but I have to come with you biggums I have to be in your warm arms again. I have to stare in your brown beautiful eyes. I have to run my fingers through your soft hair. I have to be with you. where ever you went after death I hope your happy there. I love you biggums. i read over the note you left me again. I was thinking about showing it to the others but I don't know. I love you biggums I will be with you soon. I've been taking the anti depressants but they don't work for very long. I've been sleeping with your pillow and blanket and your jacket witch I had sprayed your cologne on. I love you biggums. forever and always.