As I stood in that holding cell I just stared was this the life I made for myself? Was I to blame? See my stepmom and dad raised me the right way I did wrong on my own. I know everybody always says it starts at home but in some cases, it doesn't. You can grow up in the best environment you can have everything you dreamed of a 2-parent household a nice house anything you can possibly ask for and still turn down another path. See us as young women and men go thru certain things and I just want to let y'all know its ok to talk about it, holding it in will only turn it into more anger. Its hard to live life being judged trust me I know.... I was called a whore a slut I mean anything you name I was called, but the people that was calling me these names never knew my story they never got a chance to really get to know me. They never knew I was raped or I was abused they never knew that I just wanted love and to feel secure so any man that showed interest or acted like they cared I gave my all to them every time. That's why its never good to judge a book by its cover you have to sit down and read the story. When people don't know your story they sometimes make up their own. I was judged all my life, but no one really knew why I acted the way I acted or what events led up to my actions. Let me tell y'all this nobodies life is perfect I MEAN NOBODIES not even the judgers thats judging you sometimes in life people are at a low and the only thing that makes them feel a sense of high is to run everybody else down thinking maybe that will cover up their problems ITS CALLED MISERY. They have to keep up there image so to take the pressure off there life they point it out in somebody else's. How y'all say it THE SHADE.... WELL BABY IM HERE TO TELL YOU YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE TO THROW SHADE TO MAKE YOURSELF SHINE IF YOU ARE DOING YOU IF YOU HAVE A PERFECT LIFE IF YOU ARE CHASING THAT BAG IF ALL YOUR SHIT TOGETHER THEN YOU WON'T HAVE TO PROVE IT BECAUSE IT WILL SHOW....
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Silent Cries: My True Life Story
Non-FictionSNEAK PREVIEW LIFES LESSONS: this is my true life story.... As I sat down on the couch in my living room and stared at the window I saw them coming I was just to shocked to move. ITS LIKE MY BODY WAS STUCK IN MY MIND I WAS RUNNING BUT IN REALITY I...