Silent Cries: My True Life Story

SILENT CRIES: The Story of Sherrie Cobb

I know I know what was I thinking.... My blood cousin wow really, I took her in fed her made sure she was good in her time of need and this is what I get back I guess everybody really does have a EBONY (from players club) IN THEIR FAMILY. I was the go to person it was like I had a hard time saying no. Anything somebody needed I made sure they got it all the young girls in the neighborhood would come to me with problems and we would work on a way to solve them together. I stayed to myself for the most part, but females still didn't like me WHY? I will never know. See females tends to not like another female because their friend doesn't like her or because she heard a bad story about her. Well trust and believe if you ever heard a bad story about me believe me when I say I was once good to those who told the story. Most females be jealous of other females and that jealousy eventually turns into hate. Let me break this down to y'all A female can be jealous of an image and when I say an image I mean a person can hate you because of your life. Not knowing the struggles, the abuse even, the pain you go thru daily. What I mean when I say jealous of an image is this.... No matter what I went thru on the inside on the outside I had everything together on the outside my relationship was perfect my life was perfect I couldn't ask for more...WRONG IT WAS JUST A IMAGE...A PERSON CAN WANT YOUR LIFE NOT KNOWING THAT YOU DON'T EVEN WANT YOUR OWN LIFE FOR REAL. It was times I wanted out it was times that I shut down and cut communication from everybody so depressed and ashamed I blamed myself for everything I wanted out...I ended up in a bathtub full of water a hand full of pills and a face full of tears. So many thoughts running thru my mind I JUST WANTED OUT.......