Heartbreak and Love: A Luke Hemmings Story

EPILOGUE-(Part 1: Before)

Explanation:
This is basically before the Prologue, then I'm doing during the Prologue and after the Prologue.

Part one: Before.

Luke's POV

I feel a certain shake on my bed, and then someone jumped on me, "wake up, Luke!" It was Ashton, lying on top of me, shaking me to open my eyes. I did and the room was so bright, he had opened the curtains but somehow I have slept through that. "Wake up," he got up from me, creating a dint next to me and then he jumped. I moaned. "Wake up, wake up!"

"Ugh why so early?" I asked Ashton, wiping my eyes with my hands. I yawned and then covered my face with the pillow next to me as Ashton jumped. "Go away, let me sleep." I said tiredly.

"You forgot, Luke!" Ashton yelled cheerfully. "We are going on tour! Come on, come on! We have to be at the airport at six-thirty sharp!"

Suddenly I didn't want to wake up or even get up. Last night wasn't as good I thought it would be. I thought it would be just me and Jane, and no one could ruin it. And then my own fame, my own fans wanting us to go on tour was the ruin of it. I didn't even to say goodbye to Jane properly last night. We just knew that we would see each other soon, right?

I moaned loudly, trying to get the thoughts out of my head; sitting up. Ashton stopped jumping on my bed and stood there looking down at me. "What time is it now?" I asked, sighing.

"Five-oh-five." That meant that I had thirty minutes to pack more things in my suitcase, and get dressed and ready. I nodded. And I got up, and Ashton sat down on my bed as I took my shirt off and looked for one to wear. "You okay, Luke?" he asked.

I looked through my shirt draw, and found a sky blue muscle shirt with a robot cat on the front. "Yeah I'm fine, Ash." But really I wasn't. I had so much on my mind - but mainly, it was Jane. I just gave her a ring, a symbol of my love, of our near marriage, that I want to spend every night and every day with her until I'm old and grey with a cane holding me up.

"I know this is hard for you and Jane and-"

"Yeah, more than hard, Ash. I don't want to leave her, okay? She's my fiancée now..." I drifted off because that was the first time I have actually said that word, and it came out of my mouth.it felt like this was the first time in my life where I found out where I belonged, and where I had to be.

And where I had to be was with her, beside her, hugging her, kissing her. Whatever. Even to see her or hear her voice was good enough for me. Because it was always her. Always.

Even from the start, I loved her, I cherished her. I hated that I didn't realise how much until now - the truth is, I wouldn't be myself without her, at all.

Ashton stared at me, "Im sorry Ash..." I lowered my voice. "I'm just going to miss her."

"So why don't you tell her that?"

Mike's POV

I get my suitcase in the car at 6:00. Jane stands next to me, looking at me. She looked like she hadn't slept in a while. "I'm going to miss you," she said to me with sad eyes.

Sad, yes, but also beautiful and mesmerising.

I hated that I didn't see it before but now I did. She had the same eyes as my mother; beautiful, clean and lovely.

I smiled, "I'm going to miss you too, J. But I know that you're not going to miss me like you're going to miss Luke."

She suddenly looked sadder, "I don't think he will miss me."

"What are you saying? Of course he's going to miss you! He loves you, J, more than anything in the world. You're his life to him, I know it."

"How do you know this? He hasn't told you..." she looked so insecure and unsure about this, like she was giving up - like she didn't see reason or hope in this anymore. How could I help? How could I make this okay? How can I make her think that this will be good for Luke, for him to get back into the game, so he can get the money to supply for their wedding? So he can supply for their children. So he could supply for the girl he loves, simply because he loves her - he loves her.

"Because I can see it in his eyes when he looks at you, Jane. He loves you with all of his heart and he doesn't want to let you go."

"Do you feel the same for Ella?" I was taken back from what Jane just said. I have never thought about that. I never thought of Ella like that. I mean, she still loved Calum with all her heart and soul but I can help but want to be with her, help her.

Make her feel like she wasn't alone because I knew what that felt like, I knew what she was going through. I didn't know how or why, but I knew and I didn't want her to feel that.

I didn't want her feel in pain. I didn't want her to be sad or upset. I wanted her to be happy... and if she's happy with me then, okay. Perfect. Even better, I thought. Wait, what? Suddenly I feel warmth come to my cheeks, and Jane laughed at me. "Is that bad?" I asked her.

"No," she said, shaking her head. "I think Calum would be glad she has you in her life, Mike. Because he can't be there for her, so maybe he sent you to her, knowing that you'd help her... Love her."

"Thank you, J."

She giggled. "Welcome."

I opened the car door, "I have to go," I frowned.

"Have fun!" she quickly flung her arms around my neck and hugged me. "Say goodbye to Luke for me." She whispered in my ear sadly.

"I will." I let go of her. "But don't you think this is over between you too, J. Because it isn't. This is just the start of your relationship. You guys are going to last, trust me."

"How do you know?"

"Because I know Luke," I said to her so wisely. "And I know that he's never loved anyone. But you changed him, Jane. You've changed everyone. You've made him love, and now he can't love anyone else. But you."

And that was the last time I talked to my sister, Jane August.