LOVE OR?

Chapter-19

I woke up as the first rays of sunshine came in my bedroom. I stood up, feeling all nauseous, I went to the bathroom and threw up. It was all from last night, even after everyone left, I emptied out another bottle of wine all by myself in my bed, and never came to know, when I passed out.

I went towards the kitchen, made myself my hungover drink and gulped it down in one go.

My parents came out of the guest room, and looked comparatively more fresh than me. My mom came out, kissed me on my cheeks and started making some breakfast, just like she used to, when I went to school.

Those days were to die for.

I took a fresh, hot shower, while my mom made me some breakfast and dad helped her, like they always used to do.

I came out of the shower, dressed up in my pj's and came out in the kitchen, where I saw, my dad kissing my mom as they made breakfast all together, smiling and being just in love like always.

I thought whether I could ever be in love with Ben that way.

WILL OUR MORNINGS BE THIS HAPPY EVER?

I thought of this and my mother served me some breakfast, chocolate chips pancakes, freshly squeezed juice., bacon, corn. I was addicted to coffee but juice made me feel so good this morning, all freshened up.

I have not talked to Ben in 2 days and I don't know why, I haven't had the urge to call him, to ask about anything. How was it going with his family, however he left me couple of texts, which I replied with just one or two words.

However nothing from Kyle, I was going to see him again tonight at the dinner. When the entire family and close friends gathered up to have dinner.

THE AFTERNOON

Stacey and I had appointments to get manicured, pedicures, some facial and out hair for tonight.

It was special, she was the maid of honour and at the end we will have the bachelorette.

The dinner was supposed to begin at 7 and end at 9, so everyone could sleep early for tomorrow evening wedding. The vows were to be said at dusk, followed by the kiss and then the reception, to be going on entire night.

"I have planned the most amazing bachelorette for you." Stacey said , while we were getting our manicures. "Can't wait, it is my last day of my single hood" I replied and we laughed out loud.

We laughed, and talked so much about the wedding.

We all together planned half of it.

"Thank you for inviting my parents." Stacey said. "They are like my parents too." I replied and we hugged. That awe moment.

We were all ready, from our make up to our hair, the dress and the shoes, everything on point, we directly had to reach the dinner venue.

6:30 pm

We were the first to arrive. Ben followed and then the parents. We welcomed everyone and along came Kyle, happy to see him, but it almost filled up my throat. He hugged me and whispered, "please think about us". He walked away as he said those things. He seemed to be happy but he was as hurt as me from inside.

Everyone reached and the dinner began exactly at 7:00pm, as planned. Everyone was enjoying the dinner. Ben and I sat in the middle of the table, Stacey beside me and Kyle beside ben. Our parents opposite to us, and rest of them accordingly.

The dinner began well with all the laughs, the toasts of parents and a lot of champagne. Ben and I couldn't get a chance to speak and I knew, he was trying to talk to me about something, something really important.

Now it was the toast of the best man and it was Kyle. He stood up, with a glass in his hands. "Love is not perfect, neither it always comes true for the unfortunate ones. But I am happy these were the fortunate one's to find someone, whom they could give their heart out to and never regret. Cheers to Kyra and Ben. May their love spread to some unfortunates like me." Everyone drank to that, while I took a sip and looked at him. He again raised the glass looking at me and gulped it down.

Now it was Stacey, the maid of honour to say some few words, she stood up and said "I know I have to say some embarrassing things about you Kyra at this table, but not today. Today I want to say, Ben, you are lucky to have such a lovely girl in your life. Like Kyle said "love is not perfect", it is not, but work together to make it near perfect, like everyone does and always remember you both must have broken a lot of hearts, so that you could see the day tomorrow. Cheers to the marriage and love." She raised the glass and gulped it down too. Everyone was again in tears hearing all those lovely toasts.

At the end everyone just enjoyed themselves with desserts and champagne.

The dinner ended my 9:30 pm, almost everyone was very tired but not the groom and bride's team, we were ready for the bachelor party.

The boys were heading out to some club, while the girls decided to stay in hotel.

I gave Ben a hug and said "don't do anything, you might regret later" he laughed and said "I won't, but you take care." We all bid goodbyes and exchange our last glances, before seeing each other at the altar the next day.

THE BACHELORETTE

All the ladies, from my cousins to my friends, Stacey and I, reached to a room, which was not assigned by Ben and me. Stacey blindfolded me as we walked in the room.

As I entered the room and opened my eyes, it was showering with candles, balloons, ribbons and bottles of champagne and wines.

She came towards me and put on a crown and a slash saying "bride to be". It was so exciting.

I opened up the bottle of champagne and poured in the glasses and cheered to "the last day" and gulped it all down in one sip.

The time was exciting, and we all had just the best time, with pillow fights, dancing to the worst sloppy songs from when we were all young. Wine flowing and the bell rang.

I went to open the door and a handsome man dressed in a fire fighter costume said "hello mam, I see that a hot bride is about to burst with happiness, I am here to contain the fire". He entered the room and everyone started shouting more and more. He put on some music and stood on the table, as he removed his clothes one by one.

I took out a bill of 20$ and put it in his mouth.

"That's generous" he said and picked me up and made me sit down on a chair and started giving me a lap dance. Girls excited all over started throwing away all the $ bills they had and started enjoying, while everyone was getting more drunk and enjoying with the handsome guy, who was almost naked .

I called it a night at 2:00 am, while many were passed out , except for my 2nd cousin Nicky, having sex with the handsome man in the bedroom.

First it was the silent sex, when I saw them, but then it changed into a wild one and I decided to head back to my own room.

I tried to wake everyone and send them to their rooms, but no one woke up.

I finally gave up and started heading back to my room. I reached my room and passed out on the bed.