My Past and Present

Its true!!!!

I was so confused like all what I think was blank  until now I'm in bed laying still think what I saw
Is that true or maybe I over so much miss him?
I just get the small paper and write I wish it's True and put in the bottle
I have wishing bottle in my room and all my wish there will come true but automatically but soon
I get up in bed and just take off my shorts and shirt cane from Sinulog
I will wear the Ariana Grande looks night dress because there's no other night dress I should wear I better go to laundry
When I wear it someone feel like looking at me and something weird at my back?
I feel someone touching my shoulders and I feel the breathe on my neck
When I turn I saw Fred on my two eyes!!!!!
"How did you go here!!!!"
He just nothing to say
"Am I crazy? Maybe your just a dream!"
I keep myself slapping maybe it was a dream!!!!
"Rose Stop I'm Fred and I just got in Philippines I directly find you I have your phone here I bring it and saw everything your address and everything!
"But why?"
"You didn't remember?"
"What?"
I was shock I'm just pretending that I don't know!
"C'mon Rose Dear you didn't remember all we have in my house?"
"Wait Wait am I right to hear that from you? In your house? Wait how could you remember?"
"Dear of course I could because you already just have travel in other place"
"Okay so what's the purpose you here then?"
"I'm just to say"
"Say what?"
"I'm sorry"
"Oh sorry it's okay sorry people always sorry is not meaningful already is there any other words to say?"
"Rose I mean it I really sorry!"
"Sorry is accepting go get out of my room now and you better leave"
"Listen to me!!!!"
"I will not listen to you Fred anymore no more how many times you did it how many times you get me hurt I'm tired Fred I'm not a robot just assemble to get hurt and something"
"I'm sorry"
I push him and go him outside
I am crying again! And just sit on the my bed just crying I love him but I hate him
I can't forgive for now I can't I really find myself my forgiveness to him