My Past and Present

Miss him

I didn't hear anymore Fred since 2 weeks from now. The last time he got in my house was Roy and him almost argue in front of the house.
I am now waiting someone texting me or calling me okay fine I waiting Fred now I miss his naughtiness. I miss his voice and laughs.
But no Fred Texting me or calling me I really worry about him. What happened to him right now? Should I go to his house? Or what? No no it's not good idea. Maybe he think that I love him like arghhh... I don't like my Pride just easy to pull down because of him. I hurt so much I don't want to get back again.
1 hour still I'm laying on bed it's my day off today still Kaye not here.
What should I do now? I worried about Fred.
Roy is okay now he is happy to someone and I am happy for him. Like it's not playing dude. Im not like a girl if there's someone happy with other I will let go and find the one who is free? No way I'm not like that!
Really guys I need to go. I will check Fred if he is okay. I can't sleep because I always always worried about him. Even though he hurt me but still I promise to I'm for better and for worst.
I get up and change clothes. I bring my bag. And get out of my house and lock. I click Uber App.
Finally here you go. I get inside and far away.