My Past and Present

Sweetest argue

I can't sleep when i open the door  room I saw him laying outside sleeping I just wear my night dress still
I try to wake him up using my feet
"Hey you wake up Fred wake up"
He wake up directly
He is cute and handsome when his hair so mess
"Why are you still here?"
I ask him  he is so poor like I wanted him to kiss his lips 👄 and hug him but no I will feel it to him how hurt I am because of what he did to me
"I'm sorry Rose"
"So what are you waiting for? Go out now!"
"Okay"
He turn around on me  I feel so broke  he will try to get into down stairs and leave but
"Fred?"
He just stop to walk in stairs and turn around and face me his watery eyes makes me so damn broke
"Yes?"
He just nod and stuttering voice I heard on him
"I know your not done eat your breakfast 🥞you can go with me?"
"I'll just go out because you don't want me to see"
"Okay this I just want to get you breakfast and after you'll leave is that okay for you?"
"But"
"No buts and no come here and don't think any because I'm not just bad as you think though"
I grab him on the kitchen
"You sit there and don't touch anything!"
"Okay"
That's only words comes out on his voices
I just expect more words to say but until I finished the pancakes to cook still quite I heard
I put the pancakes on the table
"Oh I forgot to get the milk and orange juices what do you like to drink coffee or tea?"
I ask him while I find the milk on the refrigerator someone's feel like wrap on my waist and I know who's that
He whisper on me
"I'm sorry rose please forgive me?"
I feel his sincerity
"For what to give me some hurt aches?"
"It's all my fault I would die for you if you want to"
"Are you out of your mind?"
He try to get the knife
"Hey hey hey what you doing?"
He try to put the knife on his neck
"I'm sorry if I'm stupid if this makes you happy and forgive me dear I'll rather to be die for you than to see you always sad because of me!"
"Dear hold on don't please please stop!"
"No dear"
He cry so bad and I feel so nervous he freaking me out I want him in my life so bad but this is not the way I wanted him back on me
"Please don't do this to me!"
I try close on him he step back and he was already trap on the kitchen lavatory and I kiss him I try to get the knife and throw it anywhere my arms is warp on his neck
He response of my kiss he hold me so bad he get me up and put on the lavatory I was higher than him now continue now kiss me so bad
"I'm sorry Rose I'm sorry"
He always kiss me so deepen but he always try to get speak to say sorry on me
I feel his love every kiss was deepen makes me so turn on I want him to be with him so bad!
"Fred why you make me feel so bad!"
"Dear this only you and your mine"
Seductive voice makes so hot!
I wipe his tears and kiss him again
"Don't cry okay? Please don't cry"
"I will cry for you only and I will die for you"
"Fred it's not good"
"I will be here for you and your mine"
He carry me like a kuala bear 🐻 like a baby while I carry the milk 🥛 and orange juices  🥤
I sit on his lap and he wrap his arm around my waist
"Let's eat Dear"
He said