My Past and Present

Drank

I am now in the room and it's already night here Fred is not yet here he leave in house after we talked it's 5 hours he been left
I already worry about him stop thinking about he already old and besides he know this place he know this country where he belong and live!
I just find my pouches where is it put on
Wait I heard sounds of car on gate parking on
I look at the window to see who's parking
It's Fred he already home
I open the door room I go down in stairs when I see when open the door Fred is all face was  red he is not good he just walk but something weird he already feel down I directly carry him
"Fred what happened to you!"
"Just nothing" -smiling
"Are you drank?"
"Yes but a lil bit" - laughing
"Come here lets go to your room why your so silly! You drank how many times I told you even before not to drank liquors!!!"
I opened the door of his room  and put him on bed he is so heavy!
"Hoh! Your so heavy Fred!!!!!!"
"You know rose why you make me feel love on you?"
"Your silly! Oh I better get some water to wipe you!!!"
"No no no stay here"
"Fred don't be hard headed!"
"Why your so beautiful?"
He try to stand and he touch my face softly and play my hair laughing I smell his alcoholic drink he drank he is crazy!
"Fred sit down and wait your out of your mind you better relax and sleep"
"No I'm not drank I just drink rose listen to me"
"Why you drank?!!!!"
"Because of you!!!! Yes you!"
"Stop being paranoid!!!!"
"Because of you you mess my life!"
"Wow me? How dare you who will be the one who left?"
"That's why I left you because I do love you!"
"Your crazy you didn't love me because you left me!"
"I love you rose I love you please believe me"
He hold my two shoulders so tight and he try to get so close on him so tight I'm so in tears already why did he do this to me? Like he is crazy!
"Get out of me Fred I'm going to get you clean up"
"No please stay here with me please"
He push me on bed he try to get on top of me and kiss my neck I try to get up but he hold my legs I try to kick him but I can't I feel bad and pleasure makes me sad and happy I don't know what happened!!!!!!
"Get out of me Fred are you crazy!!!!"
"If this is the reason I'll better to get you and be mine!!!"
"You don't own me!!!"
"Your mine Rose!!"
"I said stop"
I keep shout he kiss me on my lip I didn't response I keep shout to Get out of me but he try to keep me tight on his arms and he keep me kissing my lip but I didn't response makes me feel dirty like he going to rape me!!!!
"Fred please stop or I'm going to hate you forever!"
He stop kissing me he losing his tight on me
"I'm I'm sorry rose I didn't mean it it's all my fault I hurt you again"
"Are you out of your mind?!"
"I'm sorry"
He try to get up and he try to walk out but he fell in the floor.
He is crying so bad
"Why your crying again! Stop crying you act like a baby!"
I try to get him up and I put him on bed when he already feel relax mode
I try to get water and towel to wipe him
But he hold my arm and grab me that makes me fall down on his chest
"Please be with me don't go please"
"You better to clean up"
"Please be with me"
He lift me up and I already Top of him he hold my back and my waist like a pillow I'm blushing omg makes me feel tickle on my stomach
He kiss my neck and he kiss my lip and he say
"I love you"
"Stop Fred you drank"
And he just laugh on me I try to get the bedsheet so that we will keep warm
I just fall asleep on his chest