My Past and Present

Almost kill

I am now knock the door no one open it or answer. I hold the knob it's unlock I don't have choice just to get inside.
"Hello Fred you here?"
Silence are everywhere in the living room and the kitchen.
Don't have any places only the room I didn't check yet.
I go upstairs to check him. I heard a glass broken I guess fall on the floor. I directly go to the room where I heard the noise I entered but no one is around here only just saw broken into pieces of glass this is the room of Fred. It's so mess!!! The heck is this happening? Someone lack the door that's makes me shock I turned around and see Fred directly grab my waist holding a piece of glass.
I shout but he pinned me on the wall cover my mouth while the other hand near of my neck holding the broken glass. I'm so scared really scared is he try to hurt me or kill me?
What he gonna do to me?
"Why. Are. You. Here?"
His eyes full of anger and lust.
"Rose why are you here why did you comeback? Are you happy that you see me like this?"
Until I can speak already.
"I-I just wanted to -to make su-sure that-that- y-y-your oook."
I'm stuttering shit I'm nervous 😬
"What Do you think rose?"
He whisper on my ears I feel his breathe on my ear down to my neck he smell my neck it's makes me tickle of my stomach I miss him so bad.
"I-I think I should go -h-home?"
I try to put off on his grip but he didn't let me go instead he close me to his chest and staring me like I'm going to melt I can't stare him directly to his eyes that makes me weak.
"Rose."
I didn't look at him still I'm scared.
"Look at me Dear Rose"
I didn't still response.
"Look at me or else you'll die?"
I don't want to die early. I look at him on his hazel eyes I know it's my weaknesses to stare him on his eyes. My tears falls down when I look at him.
"Rose"
He cry to me he really cry for me. He really loves me.
"F-Fred i-I-m"
Before I speak he press my lips on his lips that makes me feel butterflies on my stomach!
I response to his kiss until he deepened it! Until deepens it our air almost gone so we need to reach some air to breathe. I smile to him he smile to me.
"Rose please come back to me"
"I will Fred I will"
"Ms.Rose Orongan will you be my wife?"
"F-f-red w-what you doing?"
"I love you so much Dear I brought a ring for you but I think Roy is with you so I loose hope"
"Dear Roy is happy now Dear I love you and Yes I will marry you my Husband!"
He put the diamond ring on my finger. I really really so happy. He kiss me back again. And I kiss him back.
"Dear I love you so much I promise that mistakes will not happen anymore dear I'm sorry"
"I forgave you dear for the first place I just don't like to see you that time because I was so hurt"
" I'm so sorry dear please"
He lay down his knee and wrap his two arms around my waist I cry because I really in touch of what he said to me.
"I love you Fred"
He get up and kiss me badly I response and he told me.
"I love you too Rose"