I Love My Love

10 reasons i could never leave

1. I found you first. You were mine before anyone wanted you. You were mine before the growth and the grooming and I've made you into what you are.. you don't deserve to leave me.
2. Someone once told me to never make a home out of someone who doesn't love me but.. I am refugee and at night I need saving, and in the morning I have four-months pregnant cravings, for a love that only we make, by the afternoon I get homesick.
3. We said silent vows as we stared in each other's eye and struggled through the sand just to jump in the ocean so we could feel a wave so strong neither one of us had the strength to pull put of. You're stuck with me.
4. Remember that night when we were so drunk we poured our hearts into one another as if they were so full with lust that love began to tip over. You never really could sing but your lips created a symphony..one of the best I've ever heard..that night you said you were ready. Despite all my fears of full commitment, that night I made a birth mark out of you. I pressed you against my skin, delicately yet..you became permanent. I remember you said you needed me.
5. You taught me things about life and me..that I'm not sure I'll ever truly believe without you. Like how to love myself..and how worthy I am. And how deep I can get before I ever let love inside of me. And how sometimes it's okay to collapse. Sometimes it's okay to relapse. Sometime it's okay to miss everything you once were and sometimes it's okay to dip in the past..but only if you're ready to be the beautiful tragedy. I'm ready to be the beautiful tragedy.
6. Some nights I bleed over you. I write our story until I get so tired that my wrist won't continue moving. I haven't reached the ending.
7. My body had a habit of waiting for you.
8. We hold hands tighter than an infant holds his mother..
9. I've memorized the melody between your every heartbeat, just so I could sing it back if you ever get lonely. I..learned the gaps between your fingers, just in case you ever need a hand..I made sure mine fit perfectly.
10. You promised we grow old together.